Postby M. Magdalene » Sat Jan 19, 2008 3:33 am
I just realized there's a parallel between Gendo losing Yui and Shinji losing Kaworu.
Now, the certainty of a sexual relationship or even a romantic relationship between Shinji and Kaworu is in question. But like how Yui treated Gendo, Kaworu was the only one to show Shinji kindness and perhaps give him hope. When Gendo lost Yui, he gave up all hope for making real connections with people. And just after Shinji loses Kaworu, 3I begins, and he nearly sentences everyone to Instrumentality.
I wonder if that's a parallel too. Shinji's accepting of instrumentality and Gendo's rejection of human ties and trust.
"But I don't want to go among mad people."
"Oh you can't help that. We're all mad here. I'm mad, you're mad-"
"How do you know I'm mad?"
"You must be. Or you wouldn't have come here."