UberDirector wrote:This brings up the intent of Rei in starting up 3I. Was it the Off switch or the Reset button?
If it's the off button, you end up with a pretty poor story that essentially consists of: Rei-"wow... I'm an idiot... oh well, time to end existence... never mind, I'll let Shinji do it."
The reset button on the other hand: Rei-"Humanity has sunk to an all new level of evil, so through my tribulations I have chosen a champion to decide it's fate."
Rei/Lilith/Second angel - being the source of life, probably dosn't want to see humanity get wiped out. So she chooses a champion that has the best chance of ensuring the continuation of mankind. Well... how do you go about that? How about spending 26 eps with them. Thus I believe that Rei's rejection of Gendo and acceptance of Shinji was not a spur of the moment decision made at the begining of 3I, but one that was the culmination of a search that she was participating in from the begining.
On Rei seeking 3I: 3I is coming one way or another. The angels are popping up and that means only one thing can happen. Rei has a choice to make. Let it happen by the angels, and have no choice in what happens... or fire it up herself and guide the outcome. Simple logic dictates that she would choose to do it herself.
One problem that I think you need to address to make your theory more plausible, is that there is no evidence that Rei ever figured out, until the very end, just who and what she really was.
For example, ep14:
Rei: The things I possess are my life and mind.
The vessel of a mind. Entry plug, the throne of a soul.
Rei: Who is this? This is me.
Who am I? What am I? What am I? What am I? What am I?
Rei: I am myself. This object is me, the figure which forms me.
This is the me that is visible, though it feels as if this is not me.
A strange feeling.
My body seems as if it is melting.
I cannot see myself. My figure is fading away.
I am aware of someone else.
Who is there before me?
This indicates that she (Rei II) is aware of that there is something enigmatic and unnatural about her existence, but it is a just a vague feeling that troubles her mind, but remains unresolved.
It's not until ep24 that there is any reason to suppose that she is finally starting to figure out what is going on. Until she witnesses what goes on with Kaworu in Teminal Dogma, I don't think she ever even heard of Lilith.
Finally, I think that to understand where her head was at at the crucial point in ep 26' when she betrays Gendo, we need to look at 'The Case of Rei Ayanami' in ep25. I think it's clear that this is concurrent with the part of ep25' where we see her by herself down in the basement:
ep25'
ep25
ep25'
ep25
That these segments of ep25 and ep25' are concurrent is indicated clearly by the fact that they both conclude at the same point in the story:
ep25
ep25'
Here's the whole segment (ep25):
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The third character
Ayanami Rei, in her case,
Rei: Who am I?
Rei: Ayanami Rei.
Rei: Who are you?
Ayanami Rei
Rei: You are also Ayanami Rei?
Rei: Yes. The thing called Ayanami Rei.
Rei: All these are the things called Ayanami Rei.
Rei: Why are all of these me?
Rei: Because others call us Ayanami Rei.
Rei: Why do you have a false mind and a false body?
Rei: Not false, for I am I.
Rei: No. you are a human whose false soul was made by a
man named Ikari Gendou.
You are a false object which is pretending to be a human.
Look, you have a dark, invisible, and unintelligible mind
within you, where the true you exists.
Rei: I am I.
I've become me through the instrumentality of the links
between me and others.
Rei: I've been formed by interaction with others.
Rei: The interaction with people and the flow of time change
the shape of my mind.
Those are bonds?
Rei: Yes. Those have formed me so far, the thing called Ayanami Rei.
And, those will form me from now on.
Those are bonds?
Rei: But, there's someone else who is the true you.
Rei: You don't know her.
Rei: Because you don't want to see that, you are trying to run away.
Because of fear.
Rei: Because she might not have a human shape.
Because the present me might disappear.[/u]
Fear
Rei: One is afraid that the self will disappear.
Rei: Fear?
That doesn't make sense.
Rei: The Self's world will disappear.
Aren't you afraid?
Rei: The Self will disappear.
Aren't you afraid?
Rei: No, I'm glad.
I am the thing that wishes to die.
All I need is despair.
I want to be nothingness.
Rei: No, you can't.
You can't be nothingness.
That person won't let you be nothingness.
Rei: Still not allowed to return.
Rei: I've existed because he's needed me.
Rei: But, in the end.
I'll be useless.
I'll be deserted by him.
Rei: I've hoped for this day, although I'm now afraid.[/u]
Gendou: Let's go.
You've existed for the sake of today, this day, Rei.
Rei: Yes.
And,
The complementation
by the Instrumentality of Man
begins.
I don't see any support here for the idea that Rei (or Lilith within Rei) is actively seeking to bring about 3I, indeed it seems to me that she fears what is about to happen...
Originally posted on: 10-Aug-2003, 03:31 GMT