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Postby ChaddyManPrime » Thu Dec 31, 2020 5:42 pm

This is taking up too much space in my mind, I think I may have to do a bit of this day by day, too massive, too dense but if I don't post it now it'll never get out.


I have no idea how to talk to you about a story I've been wanting to write for god knows how many years now. All I've done is come up with ideas, dialogue, and every time I sit down to write it I get distracted and lose focus. I've been adding to it every time, or at least trying to when I have something new to say, another point I want to make.

God this goes back years and years, like since Zentrodie did the mst3k stuff. I've hinted at it with comments and posts but it never sparks me or motivates further, I love opinions but they tend to say things I already have thought about, but I want people to be involved with them anyways; like the Shinji's interpretation of what it means to be a man, all my sequel theory stuff, or God's personality just for examples. And People have been coming to stuff I have been thinking about too! Just the other day I saw a thread asking whether or not Lilin and Humans are synonymous (in my story they are not)

I've been wanting to write this for so long, hell even this essay, thesis, summary, or whatever the hell this is is a massive endeavor.

I've been wanting to include everyone's work, it's why I've read so much fanfiction, not because I think everyone has something interesting to say, but because I wanted to include everyone, to make them feel appreciated, no matter how terrible.

I've always hated a lot of the established fanon theories, supplemental material, especially supplemental material (Show don't tell you fucks) but I've tried to include bits of it, no matter how rigid, uncompromising, short sighted, and stagnant I feel it has made the community and fandom at large. Some of the shit that has been said to people trying to think for themselves has really pissed me off, fuck those guys.

My story would go heavy, and I mean HEAVY on Gnosticism, but doesn't rigidly adhere to it, and to a slightly lesser degree Aboriginal Mythology, little bit of Kabbalah, a dash of scientology, and practically every religion with a sky Father and Mother. Other ideas I am using including but not limited to; Simulation Theory, Stoned Ape theory, some sort of ancient astronaut theory equivalent, and some of Jungian shit (loved the Red Book)

Gonna keep this shit as simple possible for you guys, and sorry about how esoteric it gets, but that's just par the course. Feel free to ask questions about it, because I have no idea what would catch your interest and I want to keep what I'm about to write as short and sweet as possible, but I don't mind answering questions later. There's gonna be stuff I leave out just to save time, this is already fucking exhausting. I'll add more and more, I think i'm gonna have to do this shit in sections, it's getting long enough as it is.

Main personal theories that I believe to be real that I wanted to incorporate (super spoilers that would ruin the story for you if I ever wrote it)

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The Children are the FAR reborn in Lillin bodies.

There is a reason why the EVA look the way they do under the armor, the reason being that those that were born before 2nd impact are not FAR, If a CHILDREN were absorbed into a SEED/EVA without a non FAR being first, ie their parents, the SEED/EVA would take on the appearance of that Children, hence, that's why they look like abominations and not people.

The reason that the parents of the CHILDREN got absorbed into the EVA's is entirely selfish. they wanted to circumvent the CHILDREN possible re-ascension and take their power for themselves.

Only Lillins can get fully absorbed into Lilith types and only Adamites/Adamian can be fully absorbed into Adam types, it's why Kyoko and Rei got splintered and Yui didn't

Yui knew what would happen if a Lillin were to try to be absorbed into a Adam, very much a glory hog, and selfish, and insane

Kyoko and Yui were pretty good friends, Kyoko admired her. The picture is explained as Kyoko before the contact experiment, and Asuka's their too, so's her dad. Gendo or Fuyutski took the picture, thinking Gendo though.

Sequel/prequel theory is true, not for the reasons you guys are thinking of though.

An inversion of the beach theory occurred, not Asuka being herself, Rei, and Misato, but Asuka no longer being Soryu, also Shinji was no longer Shinji, well at least not all of him.

Lillin+ just refers to the CHILDREN who came into contact with Angels, possibly those that were in contact with Adams too. Talking about the interactions with Leilel, Armisael, and Arael mostly.

Rebuild portion of the story is just a combination Instrumentality and reality, Asuka's facing the shit Arael made her face when he mindraped her, she's been marginalized, not herself, fetishized. Shinji did what he thought people wanted him to do, backfired. Rei is strictly a tool. 3.0 is the return to reality, well the return to the return to reality.

Mari is a piece or half of Asuka, 8+2 = 10, Ten in Numerology means return to unity, completeness, she's brought back together, and there's a fanon thought I had that there is a third but I am not comfortable with it.

Somewhere in the timeline after EoE, Shinji or whatever was on the beach (maybe even a dummy plug clone) piloted the Eva that was seen in terminal Dogma and tore a piece of Rei from Liith and brought it into itself, it was stopped, by who I don't know, in my story it was Asuka.

Lilith and Adam are the same thing or is a Soul that was divided in two, that's why the Angels mistook Lilith for Adam, the soul or whatever resonates the same.

Lilith crashing onto the planet that Adam inhabited was no accident, deliberate as fuck.


Ideas that I had but am thinking are not true but I want to use in my story (Also super spoilery)
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FAR/Aeons/CHILDREN are all the same thing

The Chamber of Guf, Pleroma and its levels, where instrumentality takes place, and the Dreamtime, all the same thing. A sea of Dirac is its physical location.

Lilin is NOT the name of an angel, it's a race. The Lilin's angelic name is Samael, the Demiurge has 3 names and they are part of it.


Sequence of Events
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In the beginning is the Monad

It is and resides in the Pleroma. It is the Chamber of Guf, The Dreamtime, Heaven, and it is where souls go when Instrumentality occurs. Its physical location is that of the Dirac sea.

The Universe comes into existence and it has something already in it, a shape which is later revealed to be Unit 01 or part of it. It survived the Big Crunch. And maybe it's not Unit 01, maybe it's something different.

The creation of something new piqued the Monad's curiosity and it wanted interact with it, so it entered the universe.

The first thing it does is inspect Unit 01 or what's left of it and 'touches" it. It enters it. It is like a toddler at first but learns to mold it, shape it, move it. It learns some other tricks too, matter manipulation/reality warping
It spends some time in the universe and decides to separate the "clay" into two, to cover some more territory, and for companionship. Together they are Mother and Father. Father was also Mother but Mother was Mother. They can be called so many names, Anu and Inanna, Yahweh and Asherah, El and Athirat, ect ect, but Yahweh and Asherah are the most relevant. They truly are the first and the second, or maybe the second and the first. They have other names too, not so nice names we would learn about later in the story... Truer names like Barbelo and Bythos but also...
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After they are done they head back to the Pleroma after exiting the bodies.

They have what can be best described as the first act of sexual intimacy in unrecorded history, and from their union the first Aeon/CHILDREN is created, The Christ.

They procreate/emanate even more and 144,000 are created, from those 100,000,000 more are made. The Pleroma is bursting with creativity, so many thoughts are made, so many ideas had.

From the creative realm of Pleroma they decide to give shape to the outside universe, think like the creation stories of the bible.
The new creations are wonderful, in particular the humans. The first two humans created were made in the image of the Mother and Father.

Mother and Father make trips outside from time to time using the clay bodies, interacting with their creation. From their clay they craft more bodies, ones so their children may interact with what they helped make. Humans, and other creatures are spread all over the universe,


The more and more I write of this, laying it all out, I think I can write it.
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