I tell you what it is and I don't care if you don't understand it or that I'm edgy to you. I don't bend my knees to anyone. Apologies and Justifications are for cowards and victims who are scared of the judgment of others:
Kats, Rits and WILLE have disgraced themselves hard with the way how they dealed with Shinji. They ruined it themselves with how poorly they planed to confine him and they should've known in the way they treated him, that he would escape. They didn't have to use the Chocker on him if they don't let him pilot Eva. They should've just put a guard in the same room as Shinji and Sakura and he would have stopped him without to the need to kill him. If they are so sure to punish Shinji, then it would be disgusting of them to forgive and still care for him. They are irresponsible themselves and don't admit what they did wrong. It's so easy for them to make it only Shinjis fault. I don't care of their fucking excuses. They should keep treating him like trash.
The new members of WILLE, Sakura, Midori, Hideki, Sumire, etc, they are only collateral damage for joining this failure of a pseudo Anti-NERV-SEELE organization. They shouldn't have showed up.
Asuka, if she is so sure to punish Shinji for what happened to her in Matsushiro and what she went through since then and to feel only anger, sorrow and disgust for him and to see him only as a brat, then it makes her really despisable if she fails to punish him and forgives and still loves him, when it's clear that Shinji disregarded that he should've cared about her and realise how serious it is what happened of her because of him. Asuka and Shinji don't deserve it better with each other. Their form of love should only be a disgusting and punished one.
Mari, what ever she promised to Yui and Kyoko, to protect Shinji and Asuka, she better fails at that. Her awfully happy and optimistic attitude is worth nothing.
And to Shinji himself, it doesn't matter if he only almost initiated 3I and Kaworu stopped it at the end of 2.0, why is it called N3I then? Anyithing else in these 14 years since then with the conflict against NERV and SEELE put the world into a Impact-like state. Only for being capable to initiate a Impact, Kats, Rits and WILLE treat him like trash and they don't want to take responsibility for his actions the same as he should. All Shinji had to realise, is that he shouldn't have let himself be used by Gendo. The choices he has are only what punishment he gets, By Kats and Asuka for N3I and Matsushiro or being punished harder for now initiating N4I. It means nothing that he stops hating himself or what ever he does now.
It means nothing if Gendos Impact is stopped or that Asuka and Kats forgive and love Shinji. They made it so worse with each other that it doesn't feel deserved.
They failed to make each other care. They shouldn't even start to do so.
Last edited by The Cruel
on Mon Feb 10, 2020 8:35 pm, edited 3 times in total.
I carry out things right to the end. No. Matter. What.
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the magician longs to see,
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