Hi All,
It would seem there is no ADV English dub subtitles, and in the 30 year history of the series, there has never been an attempt to create them, perhaps due to the need to live transcribe and attribute about 10.5 hours of audio.
HOWEVER! Thanks to AI, this becomes significantly easier.
The goal here is to generate English subtitles of the English ADV 1995 dub, AND ideally combine with existing subtitles of the Japanese written characters as well.
Therefore, please enjoy Episode 26 as a proof of concept for this workflow.
MXL2107
1. Obtain MKV files from Mcballs' T0rr3nts from (the sea of LCL).
2. Extract audio tracks using "Inviska MKV Extract". (I'm also going to extract "2D4U" 's song/signs subtitles.)
3. Batch convert outputted AC3 tiles to WAV with "Shutter Encoder" (because our AI transcriber doesn't do AC3).
4. "Speech to Text" using "Whisper." Free if you want one file at a time for TXT and SRT (subtitle filetype). $60 if you want to batch, and assign who is speaking.
IF YOU BUY PREMIUM
4A. Pick your favorite AI model. V3 gets Asuka's German decently? The "Speaker Recognition" works about half the time, so pick V2 if you prefer. I tried a few.
4B. Generate the proprietary "Whisper" file, so we can adjust who the speakers are and adjust a few words.
4C. Export as TXT and SRT.
(5?) Somehow combine with the "2D4U" subtitles
MXL2107
https://photos.app.goo.gl/vT3rBZTFKMYkpdvR7
ADV English Dub Transcription Creation Procedure!
Moderator: Board Staff
Re: ADV English Dub Transcription Creation Procedure!
With rough cleanup, this took perhaps 2 hours in a test run.
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Yoko Takahashi: [singing in Japanese]
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[drums]
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Yoko Takahashi: Aoi kaze ga ima mune no doa wo tataitemo
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Yoko Takahashi: Watashi dake wo tada mitsumete hohoenderu anata
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Yoko Takahashi: Sotto fureru mono motomeru koto ni muchuude
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Yoko Takahashi: Unmei sae mada shiranai itaike na hitomi
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Yoko Takahashi: But one day you'll realize that behind your back
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Yoko Takahashi: There are wings to fly to the far future
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Yoko Takahashi: A cruel angel's thesis
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Yoko Takahashi: Will soon fly out of the window
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Yoko Takahashi: With a hot pathos that will fly away
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Yoko Takahashi: ♪ Kono sora wo daite kagayaku ♪
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Yoko Takahashi: ♪ Shounen yo, shinwa ni nare ♪
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Asuka: I fear that I will disappear.
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Shinji: I can disappear because I am unworthy of existing.
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Rei: Why do you think this?
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Asuka: Because I am worthless.
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Shinji: I am unwanted.
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Shinji: A useless child.
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Shinji: You don't care about me anyway, do you?
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Misato: Using that as an excuse is no different than running away.
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Misato: What you truly fear is failure, isn't it?
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Misato: You fear that you may be hated by others.
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Misato: You fear acknowledging that weakness even to yourself.
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Shinji: How can you criticize
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Shinji: me when you do the same thing?
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Misato: You're right.
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Misato: At the core, we are all the same.
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Ritsuko: Our minds lack something basic.
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Asuka: And we fear that lack.
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Misato: And that is why we are attempting to become one.
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Asuka: We will meld with and fill each other.
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Rei: This is the instrumentality.
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Fuyutsuki: Mankind cannot live without being surrounded by others.
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Gendo: Mankind cannot live alone.
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Ritsuko: Although you yourself are always unique.
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Kaji: That is why life is hard.
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Asuka: That is why life is sad and empty.
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Misato: Thus you want the close physical and mental presence of others.
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Rei: That is why we wish to become one.
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Fuyutsuki: The human soul is made of weak and fragile
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Fuyutsuki: elements.
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Ritsuko: The body
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Ritsuko: and mind are made of brittle components as well.
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Gendo: And so via the instrumentality, mankind must fill and complement each other.
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Gendo: Must you ask? Because there's no other way to exist.
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Speaker 5: [clang]
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Rei: Why do you exist?
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Asuka: Maybe I exist to find out why I exist.
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Rei: For whom do you exist?
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Asuka: For myself, of course.
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Shinji: Maybe for myself.
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Rei: Are you happy being alive?
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Shinji: I don't know.
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Rei: Are you happy being alive?
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Asuka: Of course I'm happy!
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Rei: Are you happy being alive?
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Misato: I don't want to do anything except be happy.
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Kaji: Do you hate being sad?
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Shinji: I don't like it.
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Kaji: Do you hate enduring pain?
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Misato: I don't like it.
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Kaji: Is that why you run away?
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Misato: Yes. Do you blame me?
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Asuka: What's wrong with running away from something that hurts?
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Shinji: I mustn't run away!
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Rei: Tell me why you mustn't run away.
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Shinji: Because escaping from reality can be painful!
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Rei: Even though you're running from something more painful?
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Shinji: I couldn't bear it.
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Asuka: As long as you know what the pain is, it can be endured.
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Misato: That's correct. If the pain is too harsh, you can escape it.
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Rei: If you really hate it, Shinji, you can still run.
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Shinji: No, I won't.
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Shinji: I'm tired of escaping.
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Shinji: Yes, I mustn't run
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Shinji: away.
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Misato: That is true. That is because you are now aware that running only brings you more pain.
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Asuka: This is because running away can be far worse.
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Rei: That's why you do not wish to escape.
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Shinji: Because if you run away, nobody will respect you.
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Shinji: Don't leave me alone. Don't desert me, I'm begging you.
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Ritsuko: There he goes again, depending upon others who do everything for him.
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Ritsuko: That's a sad survival mechanism, isn't it?
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Shinji: So what? It's better than being left all alone.
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Asuka: Because you fear being hurt.
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Misato: You try to make
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Misato: yourself believe that,
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Misato: don't you?
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Kensuke: You're not the only one who gets hurt, Shinji.
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Toji: Everybody feels pain. You aren't the only one.
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Hikari: It's just easier for you to think that it's true, isn't it?
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Shinji: Shut up! I don't care! Why should
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Shinji: I? Nobody cares about me!
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Misato: Once again, you've abandoned all sense of self-value, of self-worth.
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Rei: I have nothing...
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Asuka: There you
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Asuka: go again,
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Asuka: saying that you have no worth at all!
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Misato: Do you believe that by not expecting anything, you won't get hurt either?
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Asuka: Is that how you sustain your pathetic ego? By asking others to praise you?
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Shinji: Nobody accepts me.
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Misato: That's not true. You just believe that is so.
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Shinji: And so that's why I must pilot the EVA.
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Misato: Again, that is merely your point of view.
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Misato: You've been trying to convince yourself that you're worthless since the very beginning.
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Shinji: But I have to! I've got to do it!
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Kensuke: No, that's not true. You don't have to.
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Toji: No, you just think you do.
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Shinji: No, you're wrong.
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Shinji: My life is pointless otherwise.
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Asuka: And that's why you pilot the Eva?!
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Shinji: Piloting Eva gives me an identity. A purpose.
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Asuka: Piloting Eva gives me an identity. A purpose.
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Shinji: I had no value before I became a pilot.
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Shinji: The fact that I now pilot an Ava justifies my presence here.
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Asuka: I have no
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Asuka: other value.
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Rei: I have no other value.
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Shinji: I have no other value.
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Shinji: No other value at all.
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Shinji: I perceive no value in myself.
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Shinji: I hate myself!
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Asuka: You little worm! I hate you! I HATE YOU!
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Toji: Me too! I hate you too!
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Kensuke: I hate everything about you!
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Hikari: I'm sorry, but... I hate you.
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Ritsuko: I hate you!
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Makoto: I
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Makoto: hate you.
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Shigeru: I hate you.
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Maya: I hate everything about you.
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Kaji: I hate you.
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Several: Oh Shinji, I...
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Several: I hate you.
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Shinji: See? Everyone hates me!
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Shinji: Every person in existence must hate me!
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Rei: No, that's just what you imagine.
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Shinji: Yes! But that must be it because I hate myself!
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Rei: Because you hate yourself, no one respects you.
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Asuka: I hate
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Asuka: you! I hate you! I hate everything!
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Shinji: But they praise me. They're nice to me.
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Shinji: When I pilot the AVA, they treat me better.
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Shinji: Other people are being nice to me for the first time.
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Rei: Which is your true feeling?
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Shinji: I don't know. Or is it perhaps that both are my true feelings?
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Shinji: So that's why you pilot the AVA?
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Shinji: Because I have no choice. I only have the AVA.
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Rei: Otherwise you
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Rei: could not retain your own identity.
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Misato: In fact, AVA Unit 1 is part of your sense of being.
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Ritsuko: But if you depend only on the Eva, then the Eva will become your only identifier.
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Fuyutsuki: Eva will become your only value.
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Misato: Without that value, you, the real you, will be erased from this existence.
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Shinji: I don't care! I had no other value to start with anyway!
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Shinji: I was learning to play the cello, but that didn't help me either!
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Asuka: You just didn't discipline yourself! I didn't have to do that!
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Shinji: But now that I can pilot the Eva...
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Asuka: No. Soon you may lose your identity,
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Asuka: as I have. Soon you may lose Eva and your self-worth.
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Shinji: I pilot it
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Shinji: because that's all I
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Shinji: can do.
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Shinji: Rain.
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Shinji: Dark shadows of gloom hang above me.
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Shinji: That's how I feel.
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Shinji: This isn't how I want it to be.
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Rei: This time is not the ending of life.
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Rei: This is not how I wish it to be.
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Asuka: Morning.
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Asuka: The beginning of a day.
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Asuka: Another terrible day.
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Asuka: I wish this wasn't the way it is.
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Shinji: Blue sky...
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Shinji: Something warm...
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Shinji: Something... unfamiliar...
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Shinji: Something that fills me with horror.
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Shinji: I don't want this.
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Shinji: I don't want it to be this way.
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Asuka: I HATE EVERYTHING!
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Misato: What do you want, Shinji?
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Asuka: What do you want, Shinji?
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Rei: What do you want, Shinji?
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Asuka: DON'T
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Asuka: HATE ME, PLEASE!
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Shinji: What I fear is...
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Rei: What I want
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Asuka: is...
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Shinji: Can I stay next to you?
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Rei: May I stay here?
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Asuka: Do you like me?
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Little Asuka: Do you want to go where your mother is?
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Asuka: No.
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Little Shinji: Don't you want to go be with your father?
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Shinji: No, I don't.
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Little Rei: Why?
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Little Shinji: Because I'm afraid of being hated.
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Little Asuka: Because my identity might start to disappear.
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Misato: What is it that you wish for?
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Rei: What is it that you want?
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Yui: You're very insecure, aren't you?
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Shinji: To become secure, I have to have... value.
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Shinji: I want to be worth something.
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Shinji: I want to be worth enough to attract the attention of others.
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Yui: But your value is something you have to find for yourself.
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Yui: You have to find it, Shenji.
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Shinji: I have no value without it.
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Asuka: My life is worthless without it.
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Rei: Then what are you?
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Shinji: Then what am I?
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Shinji: What
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Shinji: am
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Shinji: I?
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Shinji: Wait, what is this? This is me. This is the shape that lets others recognize me as myself.
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Shinji: It is my symbol for myself. This is, this is, and this is as well. Representations.
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Shinji: Everything is merely a description, not the real myself.
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Shinji: Everything is simply a shape, a form, an identifier to let others recognize me as me.
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Shinji: But then, what am I? Is this me? My true self? My fake self? What is it that I am?
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Rei: You are you. There is little difference between
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Rei: how you interpret yourself and how the others interpret you.
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Shinji: Right. My clothes, my shoes, my room, these are all parts of what makes up myself.
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Rei: These things are connected through your consciousness.
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Shinji: So what I think is me is me. What I recognize as self is myself. I'm no more and no less than the sum of my self-awareness.
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Shinji: But I don't understand myself. Where am I? What am I?
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Shinji: What am I?
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Shinji: - Nobody
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Shinji: understands me!
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Asuka: - What are you, stupid?
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Asuka: Of course nobody understands you.
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Asuka: Nobody can ever understand you.
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Misato: - The only one who can take care of you
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Misato: and understand you is you, yourself.
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Rei: - So you must take care of yourself.
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Shinji: - But I still don't understand myself!
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Shinji: I don't even know what it is that makes me myself!
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Shinji: How could I love myself?
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Shinji: (Distorted) How could I love myself?
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Misato: - You are still unstable.
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Misato: That is, the present you.
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Asuka: - And the people around the present you.
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Rei: - And the environment that surrounds the present you.
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Misato: None of these elements of reality last forever.
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Asuka: - Time continues to flow, and time brings change.
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Rei: - Your world is in a state of constant change.
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Rei: You're capable of change
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Rei: any time your mind perceives these changes.
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Shinji: - What is this?
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Shinji: A world of nothing?
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Shinji: A world with nobody in it?
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Little Shinji: This is the world of perfect freedom.
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Shinji: Freedom?
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Little Shinji: Perfect
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Little Shinji: freedom.
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Little Shinji: A world in which you have no restriction.
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Shinji: Is this really freedom?
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Little Shinji: Yes.
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Little Shinji: This is what it is.
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Rei: However, this world has nothing in it.
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Shinji: Unless I do something?
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Misato: Right.
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Misato: Unless you do or think of something.
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Shinji: But I don't know what to do or think of.
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Rei: He is uncertain.
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Asuka: He has no self-image to orient himself.
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Hikari: There's nothing solid here.
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Asuka: It is a world in which there are no obstacles, no anything.
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Kaji: It is a world
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Kaji: in which you can do anything you wish.
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Misato: And yet, you are still afraid, aren't you?
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Fuyutsuki: But you know what
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Fuyutsuki: it is that you want to do.
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Shinji: What should I do?
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Gendo: Let me give you a restriction.
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Asuka: There. Now you have a top and bottom.
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Rei: But you have lost a degree of your freedom.
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Misato: You may no longer fly. You must stand upon the Earth.
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Kaji: But now you feel easier, don't you?
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Kaji: Because you have less to trouble your mind.
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Makoto: And now you can walk.
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Maya: This is happening because you will it to be.
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Shinji: Is this my will?
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Ritsuko: This world with the floor is the only thing around yourself.
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Toji: But now you can move around anywhere you wish to within it.
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Kensuke: You could even turn the world upside down if you wanted to do that.
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Hikari: And your perspective within your world is constantly changing.
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Kaji: It changes with the
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Kaji: passage of time.
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Fuyutsuki: You change yourself as well.
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Gendo: Because the thing that forms your shape is your mind,
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Gendo: and its interaction with the world that surrounds you.
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Ritsuko: You can do anything here, because this is your world. (Misato) This is the shape of our reality
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Shinji: What is this? An empty space? An empty world?
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Shinji: A world where nothing exists but myself?
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Shinji: But with only myself, I have nothing to interact with.
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Shinji: It's as if I'm here, but not here at all.
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Shinji: It's as if I'm slowly fading out of existence.
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Maya: Because only you are here.
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Shinji: Only myself?
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Maya: Without others to interact with, you cannot truly recognize your own image.
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Shinji: My own image?
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Misato: That's right. In the act of observing others, you may find and recognize yourself.
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Asuka: Your self-image is restrained by having to observe the barriers between yourself and others.
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Asuka: And yet, you cannot see yourself without the presence of others.
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Shinji: Because there are others, I can perceive myself as an individual.
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Shinji: If I am alone, then I will be the same without others.
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Shinji: But if this world is only of me,
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Shinji: then there will be no difference between me and nothing!
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Misato: By recognizing the differences between yourself and others,
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Misato: you establish your identity as yourself. (Rei) The very first other person, is your mother.
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Asuka: Your
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Asuka: mother is
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Asuka: a different individual.
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Shinji: Right. I am me and she is she.
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Shinji: But are you really sure that the perceptions of others form my true self? (It's true, Shinki Ikari)
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Asuka: Has it taken you this long to realize that?
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Asuka: What an idiot!
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Asuka: It's about time you got up, you idiot.
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Shinji: - Oh, it's you, Asuka.
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Asuka: - What the hell does that mean?
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Asuka: Can't you appreciate that I went to the trouble
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Asuka: of coming to wake you up personally?
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Asuka: I don't hear any words of appreciation
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Asuka: for your oldest childhood friend.
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Shinji: - Uh. Thanks. Uh.
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Shinji: Let me sleep a little more.
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Asuka: - Hey, get up you!
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Asuka: - It's time to get up you dork!
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Asuka: Fwp
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Asuka: (groaning)
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Asuka: (gasping)
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Shinji: (groaning)
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Asuka: You stupid pervert, I didn't mean to get that up!
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Shinji: - I can't help it, it's morning.
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Shinji: I gotta, I gotta, take a whiz or something.
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OH DON'T POINT IT AT ME IT MIGHT GO OFF
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Yui: - Oh my, Oscar's so sweet to come pick him up every morning
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Yui: and he doesn't appreciate it.
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Gendo: - Hmm, is that so dear?
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Yui: - Yes dear, and you have to get ready too.
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Gendo: - I'm always ready, dear.
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Yui: - Gosh, you are just like Shinji.
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Gendo: - Mm-hmm, you ready?
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Yui: - Anytime.
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Yui: I am the one who gets complaints from Professor Fuyutsuki
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Yui: if you're late for the meeting.
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Gendo: - That's true, he's your biggest fan.
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Yui: - Oh,
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Yui: you!
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Yui: Cut that out and
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Yui: get ready.
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Gendo: - Yes, dear.
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Gendo: She who must be obeyed.
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Asuka: - Hurry up!
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Shinji: - Geez, you're such a pain in the ass sometimes.
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Shinji: Is this what happens when you start your period?
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Asuka: - What?
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Asuka: What did you say?
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Asuka: (smack)
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Shinji: - Ow!
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Asuka: - Mrs. Ikari, we're leaving now.
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Shinji: - Uh, bye, see you later, Mom.
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Yui: - See you, sweetie.
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Yui: - Come
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Yui: on, dear, put the newspaper down.
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Gendo: - All right.
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Kensuke: (stuttering)
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Asuka: All
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Gendo: right.
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(upbeat
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music)
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(birds chirping)
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Shinji: - Hey, isn't a new student starting today?
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Asuka: - Yeah, that's right.
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Asuka: - Since this city's going to become the new capital,
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Asuka: there are a lot of people moving in.
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Asuka: It's no wonder we're getting so many new kids.
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Shinji: - That makes sense.
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Shinji: I wonder what she's like.
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Shinji: Oh, I hope she's got a great butt.
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Rei: - Oh crap, I'm late.
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Rei: I can't be late for the first (b)ay.
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Asuka: (panting)
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Shinji: (screaming)
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Rei: (screaming)
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Asuka: (groaning)
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Asuka: (groaning)
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Rei: - I'm sorry, I'm really in a hurry, kid.
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Rei: I'm really sorry.
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Rei: Bye, see ya.
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Toji: - Wow, so did you
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Toji: see her panties then?
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Shinji: - Well, it wasn't a good look really.
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Shinji: Just a little flash.
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Toji: - Oh, I can't believe it
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Toji: that you're the one who has all the luck.
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Toji: (screaming)
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Toji: What'd you do that for?
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Hikari: - Exactly what were you just talking about, Mr. Suzuhara?
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Hikari: It's time to put that idle butt of yours to work.
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Hikari: Change the water in the flower vases.
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Toji: - Oh, she's
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Toji: mean.
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Hikari: - Did you just say something?
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Shinji: - Poor Toji's so carpetbagged.
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Shinji: It's sad, isn't it?
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Asuka: - Look who's talking.
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Shinji: - Hey, are you saying that I'm--
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Asuka: - I'm merely reporting the fact.
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Shinji: - How so?
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Asuka: - It
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Asuka: just is, accept it.
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Shinji: - Hey, why do you treat me like this?
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Asuka: - Hey, that hurts, you idiot.
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Asuka: - Oh,
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Asuka: snap it, weasel.
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Kensuke: The calm. Peace and tranquility.
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Kensuke: (static)
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Toji: - Oh
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Toji: yeah!
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(all exclaiming)
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Toji: - Misato our teacher!
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Toji: - Oh, she's gorgeous.
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Asuka: (laughing)
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Asuka: - Oh yeah!
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Asuka: (all exclaiming)
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Speaker 12: - She's just the best!
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Speaker 12: - Oh yeah!
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Speaker 12: - Yeah!
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Asuka: - Just look at those three stooges.
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Hikari: Have they no
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Hikari: shame?
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(light music)
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Hikari: - All right, stand up, bow, sit down.
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Misato: - Listen up dudes, we've got a new blue haired babe here
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Misato: to introduce herself.
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Rei: - My name's Rei Ayanami, how's it hanging?
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Shinji: - No!
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Rei: - Ah, you're the jerk who was staring at my panties!
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Asuka: - Hey, what do you mean by that?
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Asuka: You're the one who was flashing 'em, you know.
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Rei: - Who are you and why are you defending him?
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Rei: Are you riding his balloony pony?
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Asuka: - No,
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Asuka: we're just really good childhood friends.
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Asuka: You shut up!
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Hikari: - Be quiet, you two, we're in a class, not a bar.
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Misato: - Hey, this is more entertaining than class.
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Misato: Go on, I wanna see how this turns out.
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Kensuke: - Hey Shinji, you didn't
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Kensuke: tell me
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Kensuke: you
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Kensuke: were getting it with Asuka.
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Shinji: - I see, so this is another possibility,
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Shinji: another possible reality.
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Shinji: This current myself is the same way.
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Shinji: It's not the true myself.
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Shinji: I can be any way I wish to be, I see.
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Shinji: A myself who is not an Eva pilot can exist as well!
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Shinji: [gunshot]
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Misato: If you take that into consideration,
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Misato: then perhaps this world isn't that bad.
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Shinji: Still, the reality itself might not be bad, but I could still hate myself.
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Makoto: But it's your mind which takes reality and separates it into what's bad and hateful.
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Shigeru: It is only the mind which separates reality from truth.
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Maya: Any new position from which you view your reality will change your perception of its nature.
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Maya: It's all literally a matter of perspective.
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Kaji: There are as many
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Kaji: truths as
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Kaji: there are people.
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Kensuke: But there's only one truth that is your truth.
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Kensuke: That's the one that's formed from whatever point of view that you choose to view it from.
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Kensuke: It's a revised perception that protects you.
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Toji: That's true. And one can have a perspective that's far too small.
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Hikari: However, a person can only see things from the perspective that they choose to see them from.
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Asuka: One must learn to judge things via the perceived truths that one receives from others.
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Misato: For example, sunny days make you feel good.
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Rei: Rainy days make you feel gloomy.
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Asuka: If you are told this is so, then that is what you believe is so.
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Ritsuko: But you can have fun on a rainy day as well.
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Fuyutsuki: Your truth can be changed simply by the way you accept it.
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Fuyutsuki: That's how fragile the truth for a human
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Fuyutsuki: is.
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Kaji: A person's truth is so simple
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Kaji: that most ignore it to concentrate on what they think are deeper truths.
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Gendo: You, for example, are simply unused to what it is to be liked by others.
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Misato: You've never learned how to deal with fearing what others feel about you,
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Misato: and so you avoid it.
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Shinji: But...
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Shinji: don't the others hate me?
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Asuka: What are you, stupid?!
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Asuka: Haven't you realized it's all in your imagination, you mega-dork?!
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Shinji: But... I hate myself.
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Rei: One who truly hates himself cannot love.
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Rei: He cannot place his trust in another.
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Shinji: I'm a coward.
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Shinji: I'm cowardly, sneaky, and weak!
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Misato: No.
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Misato: Only if you think you are,
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Misato: But if you know yourself, you can take care of yourself.
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Shinji: I hate myself.
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Shinji: But... but maybe... maybe I could love myself.
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Shinji: Maybe my life could have a greater value.
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Shinji: That's right! I am no more or less than myself.
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Shinji: I am me! I want to be myself!
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Shinji: I want to continue existing in this world!
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Shinji: My life is worth living here!
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Various: (cheering)
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Various: Congratulations!
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Shinji: Ah, thank you all.
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Megumi Hayashibara: ♪ In other words, truly kiss me ♪
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Megumi Hayashibara: ♪ Fill my heart with song ♪
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Megumi Hayashibara: ♪ And let me sing forevermore ♪
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Megumi Hayashibara: ♪ You are all I long for ♪
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Megumi Hayashibara: ♪ All I want, sit by the door ♪
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Megumi Hayashibara: Please be true
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Megumi Hayashibara: In other words,
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Megumi Hayashibara: I love you
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Yoko Takahashi: Aoi kaze ga ima mune no doa wo tataitemo
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Yoko Takahashi: Watashi dake wo tada mitsumete hohoenderu anata
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Yoko Takahashi: Sotto fureru mono motomeru koto ni muchuude
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Yoko Takahashi: Unmei sae mada shiranai itaike na hitomi
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Yoko Takahashi: But one day you'll realize that behind your back
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Yoko Takahashi: There are wings to fly to the far future
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Yoko Takahashi: A cruel angel's thesis
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Yoko Takahashi: Will soon fly out of the window
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Yoko Takahashi: With a hot pathos that will fly away
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Yoko Takahashi: ♪ Kono sora wo daite kagayaku ♪
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Yoko Takahashi: ♪ Shounen yo, shinwa ni nare ♪
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Asuka: I fear that I will disappear.
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Shinji: I can disappear because I am unworthy of existing.
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Rei: Why do you think this?
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Asuka: Because I am worthless.
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Shinji: I am unwanted.
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Shinji: A useless child.
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Shinji: You don't care about me anyway, do you?
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Misato: Using that as an excuse is no different than running away.
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Misato: What you truly fear is failure, isn't it?
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Misato: You fear that you may be hated by others.
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Misato: You fear acknowledging that weakness even to yourself.
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Shinji: How can you criticize
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Shinji: me when you do the same thing?
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Misato: You're right.
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Misato: At the core, we are all the same.
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Ritsuko: Our minds lack something basic.
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Asuka: And we fear that lack.
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Misato: And that is why we are attempting to become one.
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Asuka: We will meld with and fill each other.
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Rei: This is the instrumentality.
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Fuyutsuki: Mankind cannot live without being surrounded by others.
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Gendo: Mankind cannot live alone.
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Ritsuko: Although you yourself are always unique.
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Kaji: That is why life is hard.
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Asuka: That is why life is sad and empty.
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Misato: Thus you want the close physical and mental presence of others.
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Rei: That is why we wish to become one.
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Fuyutsuki: The human soul is made of weak and fragile
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Ritsuko: The body
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Ritsuko: and mind are made of brittle components as well.
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Gendo: And so via the instrumentality, mankind must fill and complement each other.
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Gendo: Must you ask? Because there's no other way to exist.
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Rei: Why do you exist?
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Asuka: Maybe I exist to find out why I exist.
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Rei: For whom do you exist?
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Asuka: For myself, of course.
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Shinji: Maybe for myself.
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Rei: Are you happy being alive?
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Shinji: I don't know.
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Rei: Are you happy being alive?
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Asuka: Of course I'm happy!
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Rei: Are you happy being alive?
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Misato: I don't want to do anything except be happy.
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Kaji: Do you hate being sad?
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Shinji: I don't like it.
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Kaji: Do you hate enduring pain?
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Misato: I don't like it.
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Kaji: Is that why you run away?
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Misato: Yes. Do you blame me?
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Asuka: What's wrong with running away from something that hurts?
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Shinji: I mustn't run away!
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Rei: Tell me why you mustn't run away.
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Shinji: Because escaping from reality can be painful!
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Rei: Even though you're running from something more painful?
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Shinji: I couldn't bear it.
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Asuka: As long as you know what the pain is, it can be endured.
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Misato: That's correct. If the pain is too harsh, you can escape it.
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Rei: If you really hate it, Shinji, you can still run.
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Shinji: No, I won't.
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Shinji: I'm tired of escaping.
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Shinji: Yes, I mustn't run
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Shinji: away.
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Misato: That is true. That is because you are now aware that running only brings you more pain.
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Asuka: This is because running away can be far worse.
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Rei: That's why you do not wish to escape.
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Shinji: Because if you run away, nobody will respect you.
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Shinji: Don't leave me alone. Don't desert me, I'm begging you.
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Ritsuko: There he goes again, depending upon others who do everything for him.
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Ritsuko: That's a sad survival mechanism, isn't it?
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Shinji: So what? It's better than being left all alone.
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Asuka: Because you fear being hurt.
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Misato: You try to make
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Misato: yourself believe that,
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Misato: don't you?
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Kensuke: You're not the only one who gets hurt, Shinji.
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Toji: Everybody feels pain. You aren't the only one.
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Hikari: It's just easier for you to think that it's true, isn't it?
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Shinji: Shut up! I don't care! Why should
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Shinji: I? Nobody cares about me!
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Misato: Once again, you've abandoned all sense of self-value, of self-worth.
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Rei: I have nothing...
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Asuka: There you
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Asuka: go again,
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Asuka: saying that you have no worth at all!
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Misato: Do you believe that by not expecting anything, you won't get hurt either?
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Asuka: Is that how you sustain your pathetic ego? By asking others to praise you?
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Shinji: Nobody accepts me.
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Misato: That's not true. You just believe that is so.
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Shinji: And so that's why I must pilot the EVA.
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Misato: Again, that is merely your point of view.
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Misato: You've been trying to convince yourself that you're worthless since the very beginning.
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Shinji: But I have to! I've got to do it!
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Kensuke: No, that's not true. You don't have to.
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Toji: No, you just think you do.
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Shinji: No, you're wrong.
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Shinji: My life is pointless otherwise.
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Asuka: And that's why you pilot the Eva?!
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Shinji: Piloting Eva gives me an identity. A purpose.
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Asuka: Piloting Eva gives me an identity. A purpose.
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Shinji: I had no value before I became a pilot.
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Shinji: The fact that I now pilot an Ava justifies my presence here.
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Asuka: I have no
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Asuka: other value.
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Rei: I have no other value.
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Shinji: I have no other value.
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Shinji: No other value at all.
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Shinji: I perceive no value in myself.
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Shinji: I hate myself!
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Asuka: You little worm! I hate you! I HATE YOU!
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Toji: Me too! I hate you too!
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Kensuke: I hate everything about you!
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Hikari: I'm sorry, but... I hate you.
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Ritsuko: I hate you!
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Makoto: I
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Makoto: hate you.
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Shigeru: I hate you.
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Maya: I hate everything about you.
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Kaji: I hate you.
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Several: Oh Shinji, I...
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Several: I hate you.
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Shinji: See? Everyone hates me!
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Shinji: Every person in existence must hate me!
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Rei: No, that's just what you imagine.
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Shinji: Yes! But that must be it because I hate myself!
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Rei: Because you hate yourself, no one respects you.
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Asuka: I hate
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Asuka: you! I hate you! I hate everything!
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Shinji: But they praise me. They're nice to me.
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Shinji: When I pilot the AVA, they treat me better.
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Shinji: Other people are being nice to me for the first time.
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Rei: Which is your true feeling?
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Shinji: I don't know. Or is it perhaps that both are my true feelings?
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Shinji: So that's why you pilot the AVA?
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Shinji: Because I have no choice. I only have the AVA.
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Rei: Otherwise you
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Rei: could not retain your own identity.
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Misato: In fact, AVA Unit 1 is part of your sense of being.
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Ritsuko: But if you depend only on the Eva, then the Eva will become your only identifier.
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Fuyutsuki: Eva will become your only value.
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Misato: Without that value, you, the real you, will be erased from this existence.
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Shinji: I don't care! I had no other value to start with anyway!
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Shinji: I was learning to play the cello, but that didn't help me either!
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Asuka: You just didn't discipline yourself! I didn't have to do that!
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Shinji: But now that I can pilot the Eva...
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Asuka: No. Soon you may lose your identity,
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Asuka: as I have. Soon you may lose Eva and your self-worth.
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Shinji: I pilot it
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Shinji: because that's all I
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Shinji: can do.
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Shinji: Rain.
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Shinji: Dark shadows of gloom hang above me.
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Shinji: That's how I feel.
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Shinji: This isn't how I want it to be.
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Rei: This time is not the ending of life.
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Rei: This is not how I wish it to be.
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Asuka: Morning.
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Asuka: The beginning of a day.
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Asuka: Another terrible day.
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Asuka: I wish this wasn't the way it is.
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Shinji: Blue sky...
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Shinji: Something warm...
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Shinji: Something... unfamiliar...
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Shinji: Something that fills me with horror.
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Shinji: I don't want this.
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Shinji: I don't want it to be this way.
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Asuka: I HATE EVERYTHING!
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Misato: What do you want, Shinji?
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Asuka: What do you want, Shinji?
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Rei: What do you want, Shinji?
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Asuka: DON'T
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Asuka: HATE ME, PLEASE!
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Shinji: What I fear is...
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Rei: What I want
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Asuka: is...
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Shinji: Can I stay next to you?
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Rei: May I stay here?
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Asuka: Do you like me?
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Little Asuka: Do you want to go where your mother is?
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Asuka: No.
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Little Shinji: Don't you want to go be with your father?
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Shinji: No, I don't.
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Little Rei: Why?
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Little Shinji: Because I'm afraid of being hated.
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Little Asuka: Because my identity might start to disappear.
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Misato: What is it that you wish for?
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Rei: What is it that you want?
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Yui: You're very insecure, aren't you?
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Shinji: To become secure, I have to have... value.
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Shinji: I want to be worth something.
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Shinji: I want to be worth enough to attract the attention of others.
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Yui: But your value is something you have to find for yourself.
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Yui: You have to find it, Shenji.
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Shinji: I have no value without it.
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Asuka: My life is worthless without it.
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Rei: Then what are you?
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Shinji: Then what am I?
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Shinji: What
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Shinji: am
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Shinji: I?
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Shinji: Wait, what is this? This is me. This is the shape that lets others recognize me as myself.
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Shinji: It is my symbol for myself. This is, this is, and this is as well. Representations.
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Shinji: Everything is merely a description, not the real myself.
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Shinji: Everything is simply a shape, a form, an identifier to let others recognize me as me.
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Shinji: But then, what am I? Is this me? My true self? My fake self? What is it that I am?
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Rei: You are you. There is little difference between
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Rei: how you interpret yourself and how the others interpret you.
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Shinji: Right. My clothes, my shoes, my room, these are all parts of what makes up myself.
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Rei: These things are connected through your consciousness.
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Shinji: So what I think is me is me. What I recognize as self is myself. I'm no more and no less than the sum of my self-awareness.
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Shinji: But I don't understand myself. Where am I? What am I?
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Shinji: What am I?
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Shinji: - Nobody
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Shinji: understands me!
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Asuka: - What are you, stupid?
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Asuka: Of course nobody understands you.
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Asuka: Nobody can ever understand you.
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Misato: - The only one who can take care of you
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Misato: and understand you is you, yourself.
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Rei: - So you must take care of yourself.
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Shinji: - But I still don't understand myself!
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Shinji: I don't even know what it is that makes me myself!
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Shinji: How could I love myself?
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Shinji: (Distorted) How could I love myself?
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Misato: - You are still unstable.
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Misato: That is, the present you.
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Asuka: - And the people around the present you.
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Rei: - And the environment that surrounds the present you.
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Misato: None of these elements of reality last forever.
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Asuka: - Time continues to flow, and time brings change.
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Rei: - Your world is in a state of constant change.
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Rei: You're capable of change
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Rei: any time your mind perceives these changes.
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Shinji: - What is this?
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Shinji: A world of nothing?
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Shinji: A world with nobody in it?
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Little Shinji: This is the world of perfect freedom.
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Shinji: Freedom?
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Little Shinji: Perfect
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Little Shinji: freedom.
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Little Shinji: A world in which you have no restriction.
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Shinji: Is this really freedom?
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Little Shinji: Yes.
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Little Shinji: This is what it is.
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Rei: However, this world has nothing in it.
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Shinji: Unless I do something?
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Misato: Right.
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Misato: Unless you do or think of something.
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Shinji: But I don't know what to do or think of.
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Rei: He is uncertain.
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Asuka: He has no self-image to orient himself.
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Hikari: There's nothing solid here.
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Asuka: It is a world in which there are no obstacles, no anything.
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Kaji: It is a world
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Kaji: in which you can do anything you wish.
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Misato: And yet, you are still afraid, aren't you?
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Fuyutsuki: But you know what
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Fuyutsuki: it is that you want to do.
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Shinji: What should I do?
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Gendo: Let me give you a restriction.
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Asuka: There. Now you have a top and bottom.
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Rei: But you have lost a degree of your freedom.
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Misato: You may no longer fly. You must stand upon the Earth.
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Kaji: But now you feel easier, don't you?
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Kaji: Because you have less to trouble your mind.
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Makoto: And now you can walk.
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Maya: This is happening because you will it to be.
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Shinji: Is this my will?
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Ritsuko: This world with the floor is the only thing around yourself.
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Toji: But now you can move around anywhere you wish to within it.
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Kensuke: You could even turn the world upside down if you wanted to do that.
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Hikari: And your perspective within your world is constantly changing.
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Kaji: It changes with the
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Kaji: passage of time.
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Fuyutsuki: You change yourself as well.
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Gendo: Because the thing that forms your shape is your mind,
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Gendo: and its interaction with the world that surrounds you.
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Ritsuko: You can do anything here, because this is your world. (Misato) This is the shape of our reality
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Shinji: What is this? An empty space? An empty world?
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Shinji: A world where nothing exists but myself?
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Shinji: But with only myself, I have nothing to interact with.
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Shinji: It's as if I'm here, but not here at all.
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Shinji: It's as if I'm slowly fading out of existence.
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Maya: Because only you are here.
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Shinji: Only myself?
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Maya: Without others to interact with, you cannot truly recognize your own image.
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Shinji: My own image?
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Misato: That's right. In the act of observing others, you may find and recognize yourself.
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Asuka: Your self-image is restrained by having to observe the barriers between yourself and others.
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Asuka: And yet, you cannot see yourself without the presence of others.
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Shinji: Because there are others, I can perceive myself as an individual.
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Shinji: If I am alone, then I will be the same without others.
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Shinji: But if this world is only of me,
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Shinji: then there will be no difference between me and nothing!
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Misato: By recognizing the differences between yourself and others,
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Misato: you establish your identity as yourself. (Rei) The very first other person, is your mother.
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Asuka: Your
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Asuka: mother is
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Asuka: a different individual.
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Shinji: Right. I am me and she is she.
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Shinji: But are you really sure that the perceptions of others form my true self? (It's true, Shinki Ikari)
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Asuka: Has it taken you this long to realize that?
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Asuka: What an idiot!
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Asuka: It's about time you got up, you idiot.
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Shinji: - Oh, it's you, Asuka.
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Asuka: - What the hell does that mean?
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Asuka: Can't you appreciate that I went to the trouble
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Asuka: of coming to wake you up personally?
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Asuka: I don't hear any words of appreciation
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Asuka: for your oldest childhood friend.
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Shinji: - Uh. Thanks. Uh.
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Shinji: Let me sleep a little more.
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Asuka: - Hey, get up you!
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Asuka: - It's time to get up you dork!
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Asuka: Fwp
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Asuka: (groaning)
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Asuka: (gasping)
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Shinji: (groaning)
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Asuka: You stupid pervert, I didn't mean to get that up!
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Shinji: - I can't help it, it's morning.
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Shinji: I gotta, I gotta, take a whiz or something.
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OH DON'T POINT IT AT ME IT MIGHT GO OFF
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Yui: - Oh my, Oscar's so sweet to come pick him up every morning
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Yui: and he doesn't appreciate it.
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Gendo: - Hmm, is that so dear?
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Yui: - Yes dear, and you have to get ready too.
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Gendo: - I'm always ready, dear.
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Yui: - Gosh, you are just like Shinji.
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Gendo: - Mm-hmm, you ready?
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Yui: - Anytime.
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Yui: I am the one who gets complaints from Professor Fuyutsuki
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Yui: if you're late for the meeting.
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Gendo: - That's true, he's your biggest fan.
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Yui: - Oh,
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Yui: you!
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Yui: Cut that out and
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Yui: get ready.
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Gendo: - Yes, dear.
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Gendo: She who must be obeyed.
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Asuka: - Hurry up!
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Shinji: - Geez, you're such a pain in the ass sometimes.
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Shinji: Is this what happens when you start your period?
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Asuka: - What?
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Asuka: What did you say?
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Asuka: (smack)
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Shinji: - Ow!
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Asuka: - Mrs. Ikari, we're leaving now.
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Shinji: - Uh, bye, see you later, Mom.
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Yui: - See you, sweetie.
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Yui: - Come
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Yui: on, dear, put the newspaper down.
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Gendo: - All right.
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Kensuke: (stuttering)
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Asuka: All
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Gendo: right.
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(upbeat
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music)
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(birds chirping)
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Shinji: - Hey, isn't a new student starting today?
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Asuka: - Yeah, that's right.
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Asuka: - Since this city's going to become the new capital,
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Asuka: there are a lot of people moving in.
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Asuka: It's no wonder we're getting so many new kids.
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Shinji: - That makes sense.
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Shinji: I wonder what she's like.
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Shinji: Oh, I hope she's got a great butt.
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Rei: - Oh crap, I'm late.
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Rei: I can't be late for the first (b)ay.
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Asuka: (panting)
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Shinji: (screaming)
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Rei: (screaming)
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Asuka: (groaning)
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Asuka: (groaning)
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Rei: - I'm sorry, I'm really in a hurry, kid.
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Rei: I'm really sorry.
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Rei: Bye, see ya.
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Toji: - Wow, so did you
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Toji: see her panties then?
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Shinji: - Well, it wasn't a good look really.
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Shinji: Just a little flash.
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Toji: - Oh, I can't believe it
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Toji: that you're the one who has all the luck.
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Toji: (screaming)
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Toji: What'd you do that for?
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Hikari: - Exactly what were you just talking about, Mr. Suzuhara?
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Hikari: It's time to put that idle butt of yours to work.
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Hikari: Change the water in the flower vases.
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Toji: - Oh, she's
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Toji: mean.
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Hikari: - Did you just say something?
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Shinji: - Poor Toji's so carpetbagged.
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Shinji: It's sad, isn't it?
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Asuka: - Look who's talking.
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Shinji: - Hey, are you saying that I'm--
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Asuka: - I'm merely reporting the fact.
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Shinji: - How so?
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Asuka: - It
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Asuka: just is, accept it.
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Shinji: - Hey, why do you treat me like this?
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Asuka: - Hey, that hurts, you idiot.
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Asuka: - Oh,
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Asuka: snap it, weasel.
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Kensuke: The calm. Peace and tranquility.
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Kensuke: (static)
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Toji: - Oh
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Toji: yeah!
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(all exclaiming)
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Toji: - Misato our teacher!
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Toji: - Oh, she's gorgeous.
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Asuka: (laughing)
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Asuka: - Oh yeah!
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Asuka: (all exclaiming)
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Speaker 12: - She's just the best!
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Speaker 12: - Oh yeah!
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Speaker 12: - Yeah!
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Asuka: - Just look at those three stooges.
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Hikari: Have they no
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Hikari: shame?
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(light music)
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Hikari: - All right, stand up, bow, sit down.
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Misato: - Listen up dudes, we've got a new blue haired babe here
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Misato: to introduce herself.
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Rei: - My name's Rei Ayanami, how's it hanging?
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Shinji: - No!
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Rei: - Ah, you're the jerk who was staring at my panties!
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Asuka: - Hey, what do you mean by that?
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Asuka: You're the one who was flashing 'em, you know.
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Rei: - Who are you and why are you defending him?
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Rei: Are you riding his balloony pony?
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Asuka: - No,
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Asuka: we're just really good childhood friends.
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Asuka: You shut up!
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Hikari: - Be quiet, you two, we're in a class, not a bar.
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Misato: - Hey, this is more entertaining than class.
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Misato: Go on, I wanna see how this turns out.
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(laughing)
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Kensuke: - Hey Shinji, you didn't
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Kensuke: tell me
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Kensuke: you
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Kensuke: were getting it with Asuka.
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Shinji: - I see, so this is another possibility,
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Shinji: another possible reality.
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Shinji: This current myself is the same way.
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Shinji: It's not the true myself.
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Shinji: I can be any way I wish to be, I see.
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Shinji: A myself who is not an Eva pilot can exist as well!
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Shinji: [gunshot]
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Misato: If you take that into consideration,
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Misato: then perhaps this world isn't that bad.
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Shinji: Still, the reality itself might not be bad, but I could still hate myself.
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Makoto: But it's your mind which takes reality and separates it into what's bad and hateful.
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Shigeru: It is only the mind which separates reality from truth.
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Maya: Any new position from which you view your reality will change your perception of its nature.
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Maya: It's all literally a matter of perspective.
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Kaji: There are as many
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Kaji: truths as
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Kaji: there are people.
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Kensuke: But there's only one truth that is your truth.
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Kensuke: That's the one that's formed from whatever point of view that you choose to view it from.
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Kensuke: It's a revised perception that protects you.
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Toji: That's true. And one can have a perspective that's far too small.
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Hikari: However, a person can only see things from the perspective that they choose to see them from.
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Asuka: One must learn to judge things via the perceived truths that one receives from others.
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Misato: For example, sunny days make you feel good.
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Rei: Rainy days make you feel gloomy.
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Asuka: If you are told this is so, then that is what you believe is so.
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Ritsuko: But you can have fun on a rainy day as well.
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Fuyutsuki: Your truth can be changed simply by the way you accept it.
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Fuyutsuki: That's how fragile the truth for a human
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Fuyutsuki: is.
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Kaji: A person's truth is so simple
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Kaji: that most ignore it to concentrate on what they think are deeper truths.
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Gendo: You, for example, are simply unused to what it is to be liked by others.
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Misato: You've never learned how to deal with fearing what others feel about you,
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Misato: and so you avoid it.
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Shinji: But...
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Shinji: don't the others hate me?
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Asuka: What are you, stupid?!
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Asuka: Haven't you realized it's all in your imagination, you mega-dork?!
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Shinji: But... I hate myself.
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Rei: One who truly hates himself cannot love.
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Rei: He cannot place his trust in another.
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Shinji: I'm a coward.
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Shinji: I'm cowardly, sneaky, and weak!
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Misato: No.
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Misato: Only if you think you are,
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Misato: But if you know yourself, you can take care of yourself.
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Shinji: I hate myself.
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Shinji: But... but maybe... maybe I could love myself.
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Shinji: Maybe my life could have a greater value.
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Shinji: That's right! I am no more or less than myself.
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Shinji: I am me! I want to be myself!
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Shinji: I want to continue existing in this world!
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Shinji: My life is worth living here!
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Various: (cheering)
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Various: Congratulations!
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Shinji: Ah, thank you all.
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Megumi Hayashibara: ♪ In other words, truly kiss me ♪
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Megumi Hayashibara: ♪ Fill my heart with song ♪
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Megumi Hayashibara: ♪ And let me sing forevermore ♪
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Megumi Hayashibara: ♪ You are all I long for ♪
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Megumi Hayashibara: ♪ All I want, sit by the door ♪
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Megumi Hayashibara: Please be true
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Megumi Hayashibara: In other words,
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Megumi Hayashibara: I love you
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Megumi Hayashibara: you
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Re: ADV English Dub Transcription Creation Procedure!
Needs manual checking, of course ("All I want, sit by the door" 
) but it's a cool idea. Ideally sound effects should be included too, for a proper SDH subtitle track.
) but it's a cool idea. Ideally sound effects should be included too, for a proper SDH subtitle track.Re: ADV English Dub Transcription Creation Procedure!
whoa, this was what I was looking for for days. Thank you!
There was someone who was working on this manually also on these forums (AWinters), but she seemed to have never given a final update nor released it.
..hmm I just tried using these subtitles; not to be picky since this is already a blessing, but is there a way to remove "Speaker 1:", "Speaker 2:", etc. before all the subtitle lines?
edit: I understand that these subtitles are still a work-in-progress
There was someone who was working on this manually also on these forums (AWinters), but she seemed to have never given a final update nor released it.
..hmm I just tried using these subtitles; not to be picky since this is already a blessing, but is there a way to remove "Speaker 1:", "Speaker 2:", etc. before all the subtitle lines?
edit: I understand that these subtitles are still a work-in-progress
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