How does one learn to love them-self?
Moderator: Board Staff
- Arcadia's legacy
- Nerv Employee
- Age: 27
- Posts: 1255
- Joined: Jun 12, 2015
- Location: United Kingdom
- Gender: Male
How does one learn to love them-self?
I understand the feeling of hating yourself (there are things i have done which, at the time, just made me feel horrible) but what does loving yourself actually feel like, and how exactly can it be accomplished?
- Nuclear Lunchbox
- Agent Ahegao
- Age: 26
- Posts: 10623
- Joined: Dec 13, 2012
- Location: Nippon
- Gender: Male
My personal opinion is that loving oneself comes from an ability to forgive oneself. If you can recognize that you've fucked up and are able to forgive yourself for fucking up, then you can be content and love yourself.
Shin Evangelion brought me back, five long years later.
Apophenia. Noun. The tendency to perceive a connection or meaningful pattern between unrelated or random things.
They called me the Quentin Tarantino of hentai.
The difference between a blow-up doll and a dakimakura.
Apophenia. Noun. The tendency to perceive a connection or meaningful pattern between unrelated or random things.
They called me the Quentin Tarantino of hentai.
The difference between a blow-up doll and a dakimakura.
- Mr. Tines
- Administrator
- Age: 66
- Posts: 21375
- Joined: Nov 23, 2004
- Location: This sceptered isle.
- Gender: Male
- Contact:
Shinji spells it out for you in the revelation scene close to the end of episode 26 (not to be confused with the beginning for 25' )
Loving someone includes accepting the person, warts and all. Being comfortable in your own skin, with what you do and are, without self-recrimination or self-pity.
Shinji:
Maybe it's okay for me to be here!
That's right! I'm me, nothing more, nothing less!
I'm me.
I want to be me!
I want to be here!
And it's okay for me to be here!
Loving someone includes accepting the person, warts and all. Being comfortable in your own skin, with what you do and are, without self-recrimination or self-pity.
Reminder: Play nicely <<>> My vanity publishing:- NGE|blog|Photos|retro-blog|Fanfics &c.|MAL|𝕏|🐸|🦣
Avatar: art deco Asuka
Avatar: art deco Asuka
- pwhodges
- A Lilin in Wonderland
- Age: 77
- Posts: 11035
- Joined: Nov 18, 2012
- Location: Oxford, UK
- Contact:
I'm not sure that loving oneself is crucial - the important thing is to accept oneself and so have no self-hate.
"Being human, having your health; that's what's important." (from: Magical Shopping Arcade Abenobashi )
"As long as we're all living, and as long as we're all having fun, that should do it, right?" (from: The Eccentric Family )
Avatar: The end of the journey (details); Past avatars.
Before 3.0+1.0 there was Afterwards... my post-Q Evangelion fanfic (discussion)
"As long as we're all living, and as long as we're all having fun, that should do it, right?" (from: The Eccentric Family )
Avatar: The end of the journey (details); Past avatars.
Before 3.0+1.0 there was Afterwards... my post-Q Evangelion fanfic (discussion)
- Reichu
- Admin Emeritus
- Posts: 24046
- Joined: Aug 21, 2004
- Location: Sailing for the white shores
- Gender: Female
- Contact:
Accepting yourself hardly prevents future self-hate. Isn't being stuck fighting mental illness for the rest of one's life keen?
Part of the reason I hate EoTV as an ending is the way it acts so pat about fixing up one's life. Illusory, saccharine nonsense.
さらば、全てのEvaGeeks。
「滅びの運命は新生の喜びでもある」
Departure Message | The Arqa Apocrypha: An Evangelion Analysis Blog
「滅びの運命は新生の喜びでもある」
Departure Message | The Arqa Apocrypha: An Evangelion Analysis Blog
Bad stuff possibly happening in the future is kind of a fact of life. When someone tries to accept themselves they aren't trying to protect their future selves. It's more about moving forward from where they are now in the moment. What happens after that just happens. If you do end up hating your-self again, presumably for a different reason, you just have to try and do it again. If that sounds morbid it might help to keep in mind that the second time around a person will be wiser since they've had the experience and that will help them deal.
Mental illness really has a lame definition. I mean if the mental illness is physical(Brain is just wired in a way that ends up hurting you) then yeah it's keen. I don't really know what that's like so I have no idea how those kind of people deal with life. I imagine medication helps. If mental illness is psychological/thought related then it means you can change it so it does not have to be a life long issue at all. It will be something that is always a part you and your past but it doesn't have to dominate your life or well being.
Mental illness really has a lame definition. I mean if the mental illness is physical(Brain is just wired in a way that ends up hurting you) then yeah it's keen. I don't really know what that's like so I have no idea how those kind of people deal with life. I imagine medication helps. If mental illness is psychological/thought related then it means you can change it so it does not have to be a life long issue at all. It will be something that is always a part you and your past but it doesn't have to dominate your life or well being.
Last edited by zlink64 on Mon Jul 13, 2015 10:35 am, edited 2 times in total.
hmmm
http://animeanalysis.com /(Blog where I write anime stuff like above)
http://animeanalysis.com /(Blog where I write anime stuff like above)
Accept your failings, recognize your virtues, correct your mistakes and understand that you are okay. Or, what Tines said.
In fairness Shinji has a behavioral disorder rather than a mental disorder per se, and breakthroughs are actually possible there (particularly when a lot of smart people are sharing your headspace and showing you their perception of you). And this isn't particularly unrealistic even in the real world: most of us have had our perceptions turn on a dime in response to a particular event or conversation, and that's possible wrt self-perception just as much as anything else. Is it common? No, not at all. But it's certainly possible.
For my post-3I fic, go here.
The law doesn't protect people. People protect the law. -- Akane Tsunemori, Psycho-Pass
People's deaths are to be mourned. The ability to save people should be celebrated. Life itself should be exalted. -- Volken Macmani, Tatakau Shisho: The Book of Bantorra
I hate myself. But maybe I can learn to love myself. Maybe it's okay for me to be here! That's right! I'm me, nothing more, nothing less! I'm me. I want to be me! I want to be here! And it's okay for me to be here! -- Shinji Ikari, Neon Genesis Evangelion
Yes, I know. You thought it would be something about Asuka. You're such idiots.
The law doesn't protect people. People protect the law. -- Akane Tsunemori, Psycho-Pass
People's deaths are to be mourned. The ability to save people should be celebrated. Life itself should be exalted. -- Volken Macmani, Tatakau Shisho: The Book of Bantorra
I hate myself. But maybe I can learn to love myself. Maybe it's okay for me to be here! That's right! I'm me, nothing more, nothing less! I'm me. I want to be me! I want to be here! And it's okay for me to be here! -- Shinji Ikari, Neon Genesis Evangelion
Yes, I know. You thought it would be something about Asuka. You're such idiots.
- Nuclear Lunchbox
- Agent Ahegao
- Age: 26
- Posts: 10623
- Joined: Dec 13, 2012
- Location: Nippon
- Gender: Male
Accepting yourself is certainly necessary to help stop future self-hatred. Once you do something like accepting yourself once, it's easier to figure out how to do it again.
Just because something can't happen to you doesn't mean it can't happen to somebody else. I'm reminded of a line spoken in the webcomic Questionable Content by one of its characters, who at several points refers to herself not being pretty and feeling overweight. On prompting by a character that perhaps she might want to try a makeover (on the basis that they're fun, not that one is required) Marigold gives the following response:
I fucking hate it in movies and TV shows where they have the nerdy weirdo girl and all they have to do is comb her hair and put on some makeup and all of a sudden she's SO BEAUTIFUL HOW DID WE EVER NOT NOTICE BEFORE.
That's not how it works in real life. It's bullshit.
I disagreed with this strip on the basis that I've actually seen this happen. Several years ago there was a girl in my grade that was fairly indiscriminate about choosing clothing and didn't really do much in terms of hygiene (washing one's face or hair, for instance.) There was this big sleepover event one night, and some of the girls took this one person off and totally did her up-- washed her hair, combed it, put some makeup on, put her in different clothes, all that jazz-- and when they brought her back in, you could practically hear everybody's jaw hitting the floor, guys and girls alike, because she looked bloody gorgeous.
How is any of that relevant and why did I quote it? Just because it only took Shinji a little nudging (okay, a lot of nudging, but still) to get over his issues, there are going to be people who can't. However, just because they are unable to does not mean that there are people for which something actually works-- and just because it doesn't work for them is no reason to dismiss the entire thing as illusory, saccharine nonsense.
Shin Evangelion brought me back, five long years later.
Apophenia. Noun. The tendency to perceive a connection or meaningful pattern between unrelated or random things.
They called me the Quentin Tarantino of hentai.
The difference between a blow-up doll and a dakimakura.
Apophenia. Noun. The tendency to perceive a connection or meaningful pattern between unrelated or random things.
They called me the Quentin Tarantino of hentai.
The difference between a blow-up doll and a dakimakura.
- Reichu
- Admin Emeritus
- Posts: 24046
- Joined: Aug 21, 2004
- Location: Sailing for the white shores
- Gender: Female
- Contact:
It's far from a one size fits all solution, and ending things on a note of the whole world clapping your congratulations, acting like everything will be just peachy from that point forward rings so false I can't take it seriously. It's like someone stumbling into some bullshit placebo treatment and feeling like they're on the top of the world for a little while -- only to have their problems catch up with them and bite back harder than ever.
さらば、全てのEvaGeeks。
「滅びの運命は新生の喜びでもある」
Departure Message | The Arqa Apocrypha: An Evangelion Analysis Blog
「滅びの運命は新生の喜びでもある」
Departure Message | The Arqa Apocrypha: An Evangelion Analysis Blog
But it's not presented as a one size fits all solution, it's presented as a solution for one specific individual in an esoteric set of circumstances. If there's nothing physically wrong with Shinji, and it's his behavior and his perception of others that's causing his problems, then it makes sense that being able to see into the minds of others and understand how they actually perceive him would have a positive effect on his perspective (and thus on his assessment of himself and his own worth).
It's like someone stumbling into some bullshit placebo treatment and feeling like they're on the top of the world for a little while -- only to have their problems catch up with them and bite back harder than ever.
This is tantamount to saying that psychotherapy and behavioral counseling are ineffectual bullshit, and I know for a fact that this is not the case for many people. It won't help people with chemical or neurological disorders, of course, but Shinji is not one of those people. And with Instrumentality magnifying the effects by an order of magnitude (or two or three) . . . placebo this ain't!
For my post-3I fic, go here.
The law doesn't protect people. People protect the law. -- Akane Tsunemori, Psycho-Pass
People's deaths are to be mourned. The ability to save people should be celebrated. Life itself should be exalted. -- Volken Macmani, Tatakau Shisho: The Book of Bantorra
I hate myself. But maybe I can learn to love myself. Maybe it's okay for me to be here! That's right! I'm me, nothing more, nothing less! I'm me. I want to be me! I want to be here! And it's okay for me to be here! -- Shinji Ikari, Neon Genesis Evangelion
Yes, I know. You thought it would be something about Asuka. You're such idiots.
The law doesn't protect people. People protect the law. -- Akane Tsunemori, Psycho-Pass
People's deaths are to be mourned. The ability to save people should be celebrated. Life itself should be exalted. -- Volken Macmani, Tatakau Shisho: The Book of Bantorra
I hate myself. But maybe I can learn to love myself. Maybe it's okay for me to be here! That's right! I'm me, nothing more, nothing less! I'm me. I want to be me! I want to be here! And it's okay for me to be here! -- Shinji Ikari, Neon Genesis Evangelion
Yes, I know. You thought it would be something about Asuka. You're such idiots.
Avatar: The Old Master.
The Moats of Quotes
"Life is becoming more and more indistinguishable from Onion articles." ~Monk Ed
"Oh my gods, that is awesome. I am inclined to forgive both Grant and the dub in general for that." ~Bagheera
"I don't try to engage in intelligent conversation here anymore."~Chee
"Look, if loving a clone of your mom is wrong, I don't wanna be right." ~Chuckman
|Why angels fight.|What Bagheera is talking about.|
The Moats of Quotes
"Life is becoming more and more indistinguishable from Onion articles." ~Monk Ed
"Oh my gods, that is awesome. I am inclined to forgive both Grant and the dub in general for that." ~Bagheera
"I don't try to engage in intelligent conversation here anymore."~Chee
"Look, if loving a clone of your mom is wrong, I don't wanna be right." ~Chuckman
|Why angels fight.|What Bagheera is talking about.|
Bagheera wrote:
This is tantamount to saying that psychotherapy and behavioral counseling are ineffectual bullshit, and I know for a fact that this is not the case for many people. It won't help people with chemical or neurological disorders, of course, but Shinji is not one of those people. And with Instrumentality magnifying the effects by an order of magnitude (or two or three) . . . placebo this ain't!
If we're using the counseling/psychotherapy idea for Instrumentality then the problem is that there is no plan for the future for Shinji. Sure Shinji accepts himself for who he is but that still leaves him with a lot of the other problems he had, social phobia, anxiety, being afraid of being close with anyone. I mean you could assume that this could all come from the fact that he hated himself but while that is a part of the issues he has its not the only thing.
I guess this is why its relatively common in fan fiction to explore how Shinji would be after 3I. The need to know how he would react in the long term is very interesting
Sure. Instrumentality was a breakthrough, but not a quick fix. It just showed him what was possible and left it to him to make it happen.
For my post-3I fic, go here.
The law doesn't protect people. People protect the law. -- Akane Tsunemori, Psycho-Pass
People's deaths are to be mourned. The ability to save people should be celebrated. Life itself should be exalted. -- Volken Macmani, Tatakau Shisho: The Book of Bantorra
I hate myself. But maybe I can learn to love myself. Maybe it's okay for me to be here! That's right! I'm me, nothing more, nothing less! I'm me. I want to be me! I want to be here! And it's okay for me to be here! -- Shinji Ikari, Neon Genesis Evangelion
Yes, I know. You thought it would be something about Asuka. You're such idiots.
The law doesn't protect people. People protect the law. -- Akane Tsunemori, Psycho-Pass
People's deaths are to be mourned. The ability to save people should be celebrated. Life itself should be exalted. -- Volken Macmani, Tatakau Shisho: The Book of Bantorra
I hate myself. But maybe I can learn to love myself. Maybe it's okay for me to be here! That's right! I'm me, nothing more, nothing less! I'm me. I want to be me! I want to be here! And it's okay for me to be here! -- Shinji Ikari, Neon Genesis Evangelion
Yes, I know. You thought it would be something about Asuka. You're such idiots.
- lily liver
- Embryo
- Age: 30
- Posts: 37
- Joined: Mar 07, 2016
- Location: ohio
- Gender: Male
Re: How does one learn to love them-self?
with all this talk of there being no future for him because he still has crippling defects aside from hating himself, i think its worth noting that the circumstances of instrumentality are never specified in the show, as far as i can remember. is it the same as EoE, where nobody exists as an individual anymore? if so, why does it even matter? in EoE, the only reason Shinji could exist as an individual after instrumentality is because of circumstances unique to EoE, and maybe there, the psychotherapy would have a legitimate use. in the show, it is left vague and for all we know, the cast could all be stuck in their own minds for the rest of eternity, never actually interacting with each other again.
- ChaddyManPrime
- Angel
- Age: 36
- Posts: 3334
- Joined: Mar 25, 2014
- Location: Peoria, AZ
- Gender: Male
Re: How does one learn to love them-self?
You got become to someone you can love, that you can stand to be around, which would mean a lot of life changes. I believe what Shinji said he hated about himself was that he was, weak, cowardly, and insincere.
"Look at Me!, I'm Mr. MeeSeeks!" - Mr. MeeSeeks
You know nothing, Jon Snow - Chuckman
You know nothing, Jon Snow - Chuckman
- TheAdmiral
- Adam
- Age: 51
- Posts: 58
- Joined: Dec 19, 2014
- Location: Montreal, Canada
- Gender: Male
Re: How does one learn to love them-self?
An interesting question and a lot of interesting and good answers. Do you really hate yourself, or simply the behavior? If things which we've done made us feel horrible, do we not possess free agency to change the behavior that leads to that uncomfortable feeling? Consider for a moment that we (as adults) are the primary architects of our lives, that all of our relationships are consensual and therefore we have more power over ourselves than we would (probably) like to admit. Why probably? Because people lack self-knowledge, which is empowering. Power entails responsability, which in my experience is something that most people flee like the plague.
So as to the means by which this can be accomplished, the very, VERY short and condensed version is, in my opinion, self-knowledge and taking responsability for ourselves. This, I postulate, is the penultimate truth which NGE (and its derivatives) attempt to convey: the whole of the world is a stage designed to help us remember who we really are.
- pwhodges
- A Lilin in Wonderland
- Age: 77
- Posts: 11035
- Joined: Nov 18, 2012
- Location: Oxford, UK
- Contact:
Re:
I suppose I'd have to say that if the hate hasn't all gone, then the acceptance is not complete. Full acceptance implies not wishing for things to be different. But I understand that this can be hard, perhaps too hard. After all, mere forgiveness might be easier, in that you know that what needs to be forgiven was in some way voluntary.
"Being human, having your health; that's what's important." (from: Magical Shopping Arcade Abenobashi )
"As long as we're all living, and as long as we're all having fun, that should do it, right?" (from: The Eccentric Family )
Avatar: The end of the journey (details); Past avatars.
Before 3.0+1.0 there was Afterwards... my post-Q Evangelion fanfic (discussion)
"As long as we're all living, and as long as we're all having fun, that should do it, right?" (from: The Eccentric Family )
Avatar: The end of the journey (details); Past avatars.
Before 3.0+1.0 there was Afterwards... my post-Q Evangelion fanfic (discussion)
Return to “Evangelion General and Chit-Chat”
Who is online
Users browsing this forum: No registered users and 18 guests