Bagheera wrote:Wait, what? If you're going to ignore the show's events the entire premise changes. You're effectively saying "this character could totally get into a fistfight if he were a different character!"
I think I might have been unclear, I'm not ignoring Shinji as he acts in the series, I'm basing my scenario on that in fact. What I' am doing is mix and matching certain character actions and events as they occurred between the battles. I'm asking myself "What if Misato was killed or re-assigned?" or "What if Touji and Kensuke weren't there to crawl into the cockpit, or what if Touji simply lost his house in that battle instead and moved away?"
Shinji is only as different in my scenario as he is from one moment in the series, to another.
I'm not calling upon a state we've never seen him in, we've
seen him in it. I'm postulating on what it would take to see something like
that from him before Pre-3I.
And the answer is, it's the same as what he lost leading up to 3I, his support system.
You yourself agreed his killing of Kawrou only accelerated his decay, he was already doomed to it.
Thus, if he lost his support system
earlier, was exposed to the pressure of his job unfiltered by friends, Kaji or Misato, and was at some point forced to verbally defend himself, I'm saying he would break much the same as he did in Pre-3I.
Bagheera wrote:That's the only time it could take place, though, since we know it
didn't happen over the course of the series.
It happened in EoE, and similar desperate acts of a lesser emotional caliber occurred within the series. It's a part of his nature, it's far shorter-lived than the times he's being passive and apathetic, but it's still there.