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"Let the right one in. Let the old dreams die. Let the wrong ones go. They cannot do, what you want them to do."- Morrissey, Let the Right One Slip In
"Happy people can be so cruel"- Claudia, Silent Hill 3
"everlasting, true love, I am yours"- Rule of Rose
"Happy people can be so cruel"- Claudia, Silent Hill 3
"everlasting, true love, I am yours"- Rule of Rose
This might not seem like a RML, but it is to me.
Lately i've been thinking when reading some of my old posts or threads in my other forum, about how much nothing, almost nothing, how so little will be affected by my passing from this world. On how completely and ultimately pathetic and insignificant i am to the grand symphony.
This depresses me a little, yet it also gives a certain bliss and freedom.
If i were death, no one would care, some of them might be even happier, but that shouldn't be important, rather, i feel i am free to leave this life if i so desire.
Before i didn't kill myself because i though that would make my friend miserable (she told me such, and i have no reason to not believe her) or at least i told myself it was for that. But now... I don't think that is the case anymore, then again, i don't see death and dying or suicide in the same way the majority of people see it. I'm free to leave if i so desire. I feel like crying and smiling at the same time, both out of a cathartic beauty. Everything is so... Beautiful. I always found everything so beautiful when i was about to, or killing myself, heh.
This might sound depressing, but it really isn't depressing to me.
Also: On other news, today is art class day!
Lately i've been thinking when reading some of my old posts or threads in my other forum, about how much nothing, almost nothing, how so little will be affected by my passing from this world. On how completely and ultimately pathetic and insignificant i am to the grand symphony.
This depresses me a little, yet it also gives a certain bliss and freedom.
If i were death, no one would care, some of them might be even happier, but that shouldn't be important, rather, i feel i am free to leave this life if i so desire.
Before i didn't kill myself because i though that would make my friend miserable (she told me such, and i have no reason to not believe her) or at least i told myself it was for that. But now... I don't think that is the case anymore, then again, i don't see death and dying or suicide in the same way the majority of people see it. I'm free to leave if i so desire. I feel like crying and smiling at the same time, both out of a cathartic beauty. Everything is so... Beautiful. I always found everything so beautiful when i was about to, or killing myself, heh.
This might sound depressing, but it really isn't depressing to me.
Also: On other news, today is art class day!
"Every line is a joy" -Kaworu Nagisa.
"Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm." - Ralph Waldo Emerson.
"Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm." - Ralph Waldo Emerson.
Today some phantom midgets visited me in the bathroom and it rocked I guess.
But yes maybe my house is haunted now which would be cool, as long as the midgets don't go stealing my stuff or messing with me. If they do I will visit my terrible vengeance upon them!
But yes maybe my house is haunted now which would be cool, as long as the midgets don't go stealing my stuff or messing with me. If they do I will visit my terrible vengeance upon them!
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I can't do that while I'm pooping.
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I'm feeling... Good. Catharsed even. Free. The sun feels brighter. The horizon feels more open. The air feels... More pure.
Everything feels like it has been released and opened now.
You know? I feel like just walking into the sunset now, i'll just walk... To another city, to the end of the world if i could.
Everything feels like it has been released and opened now.
You know? I feel like just walking into the sunset now, i'll just walk... To another city, to the end of the world if i could.
"Every line is a joy" -Kaworu Nagisa.
"Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm." - Ralph Waldo Emerson.
"Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm." - Ralph Waldo Emerson.
Yeah but my point is I was awake and pooping on the toilet at the time. If I could induce hypnogogics while I was pooping on the toilet life would be very different. Trust me this is something I have often tried unsuccessfully in the past numerous times to do and have never been able to get past the alpha state while awake.
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"I CAN'T HELP IT THAT I WANT TO EAT MY OWN VULVA AND SHARE IT WITH A LOVED ONE!"-Reichu
"I have a fetish for naked women with stigmata playing ping pong in the mud. Is there a name for that?" -Kaiser O-Ornette-dono-sama
“Don’t do that; that was probably hooker money.” -SSD on me holding money with my mouth
"I CAN'T HELP IT THAT I WANT TO EAT MY OWN VULVA AND SHARE IT WITH A LOVED ONE!"-Reichu
"I have a fetish for naked women with stigmata playing ping pong in the mud. Is there a name for that?" -Kaiser O-Ornette-dono-sama
“Don’t do that; that was probably hooker money.” -SSD on me holding money with my mouth
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I just took mankind's three greatest inventions, cheddar, muenster, and pepper jack, and ate all of them at once.
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lol, i don't know why it made you think of it and i barely even remembered what that was about, but his voice sounds funny so no, it's not wrong or anything, it's kinda funny even... No, it's extremely funny
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Dream wrote:This might not seem like a RML, but it is to me.
Lately i've been thinking when reading some of my old posts or threads in my other forum, about how much nothing, almost nothing, how so little will be affected by my passing from this world. On how completely and ultimately pathetic and insignificant i am to the grand symphony.
This depresses me a little, yet it also gives a certain bliss and freedom.
If i were death, no one would care, some of them might be even happier, but that shouldn't be important, rather, i feel i am free to leave this life if i so desire.
Before i didn't kill myself because i though that would make my friend miserable (she told me such, and i have no reason to not believe her) or at least i told myself it was for that. But now... I don't think that is the case anymore, then again, i don't see death and dying or suicide in the same way the majority of people see it. I'm free to leave if i so desire. I feel like crying and smiling at the same time, both out of a cathartic beauty. Everything is so... Beautiful. I always found everything so beautiful when i was about to, or killing myself, heh.
This might sound depressing, but it really isn't depressing to me.
Also: On other news, today is art class day!
So, are you going to be okay dude?
Sorry for being a little late.
"You're na�ve, Cecil. Even knowing betrayal and despair, you would depend on the whims of others?" - Golbez
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Sephiroth: "Do you miss the Light?"
Golbez: "Hmph...I merely have duties to fulfill."
Sephiroth: "Too close to the brightness, and you may get scorched."
Golbz:.............
Golbez: Your loss can strengthen you.
"NGE Shinji is broken, Manga Shinji is an asshole, Rebuild Shinji is an idiot. Which is best? Uh, can I get some other options? All of these really suck." -Bagheera
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Sephiroth: "Do you miss the Light?"
Golbez: "Hmph...I merely have duties to fulfill."
Sephiroth: "Too close to the brightness, and you may get scorched."
Golbz:.............
Golbez: Your loss can strengthen you.
"NGE Shinji is broken, Manga Shinji is an asshole, Rebuild Shinji is an idiot. Which is best? Uh, can I get some other options? All of these really suck." -Bagheera
I think... Yes. I'm always going to be ok, there's no memory that time doesn't consume nor pain that death doesn't erase. And since i know i'm not vital to anyone or anything, i know i can die and nothing will change, in a way that fills me with such peace and joy, i can die if i want to, i don't have to do this. In the end i guess i will do what i want to do, even if it might not seem so. Funny, but now i keep "i'm so disgusting" anyway.
And don't worry about being late, better late than never.
"Every line is a joy" -Kaworu Nagisa.
"Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm." - Ralph Waldo Emerson.
"Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm." - Ralph Waldo Emerson.
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