What ails ya?

[Combs]

Masters from somewhere in Asia mastered this technique centuries ago.

You dare speak of the xenovores so lightly?

In other news, doctor's appointment tomorrow for this stomach nervousness.

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Im catholic and even I think that is bullshit. Don't belive you should get married, butyou should still be treated as human beings and not be persecuted for your orientation. I hate biggots.
Im going to RAWR about this for a few minutes.

I don't hate biggots, I have more respect for them than I do the people that whisper "tolerence" but shout "no" to equal rights.
Atleast biggots stand by their convictions, loud and proud. I don't want to be "tolerated"

[supershinjiasukashipper]

I don't hate biggots, I have more respect for them than I do the people that whisper "tolerence" but shout "no" to equal rights.
Atleast biggots stand by their convictions, loud and proud. I don't want to be "tolerated"

Don't catch feelings, I do stand by my convitction man. I shout of tolerance and respect to all good people. Its because god put in every fiber of my being a love for his creations.
Biggots though that contain a hate in their hearts have lost their right to be called gods creation. I don't hate them though, I pity them for I must shun them.
There is only one thing I hate. Otherwise, im just not capable of that emotion.

Now I have to remember what I was getting at, but I hope some of that was understandable. I get too profound at this time of night, its when I feel closest to god, it overwhelms me.

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Don't catch feelings

I have to say this SSAS, you really are one of the more interesting characters on this forum. Take that how you will.

[supershinjiasukashipper]

I have to say this SSAS, you really are one of the more interesting characters on this forum. Take that how you will.

Sounds like a compliment to me.

[AngelNo13Bardiel]

Well, let's see...

-back nerve that gets randomly "pinched" every couple of days, causing some rather annoying pain (never have figured out what triggers it, just happens)
-anxiety attacks over very large issues (things much bigger than any one human being should worry over) about once or twice a month, this one I've got a pretty good handle on
-chronic procrastination for personal projects (which, coincidentally, is happening right now...)

I have a terminal case of life.

Ah yes, don't we all?

me... im a crazy insomniac... i tend to stay up at intevals of 24 hours at a time... then sleeping like 6, every now and then i stay up 48 hours and the ocasional 72 hour time... the worst has been a 120 hour week awake, at that point i started hearing voices that werent there... fun stuff...

Had that a few times myself. Fun once or twice, but can bring with it some pretty unnerving moments.

I have an obsessive... well, "problem" which renders me unable to do much else on my days off other than "that." YES. Shut up.

Eh...I've heard of worse ways to spend a day off.

[Bomby von Bombsville]

I have only one working kidney. I was growth hormone deficient and had to take growth hormones from age 7 to age 13. I'm bipolar. I've recently come to fancy marijuana. I've also recently come to fancy a girl who has a boyfriend, but that doesn't really fit into this thread, does it?

[Nyeeh]

I've also recently come to fancy a girl who has a boyfriend, but that doesn't really fit into this thread, does it?

Oh I dunno. You are feeling lovesick after all.


I'm so sorry

[supershinjiasukashipper]

I have only one working kidney. I was growth hormone deficient and had to take growth hormones from age 7 to age 13. I'm bipolar. I've recently come to fancy marijuana. I've also recently come to fancy a girl who has a boyfriend, but that doesn't really fit into this thread, does it?

I suggest you go for it. Love is a good thing. And look on the bright side, at one point my late uncle had three kidney, one healthy natural one, one transplant, and one little shrivled up organ that was basically dead. Interesting, but it ended up killing him when the shrivled harbored an infection.
As for that maryjane, I envy you, im on antidepressants so I can't smoke anymore.

[FreakyFilmFan4ever]

I seem to be experiencing the aftermath of a migraine. I haven't been able to organize my thoughts very well, and I've just plain forgotten other things all together. Maybe I should go see a doctor.

[Theos]

I was getting migraines everyday for almost a month a few weeks ago - but that was probably because I was trying to get off my high blood pressure medication...

Aside from high blood pressure, I had one of the worst panic attacks I've had in a long time last night...which was more than likely brought on by too much caffeine... And the medication I took for it made me stop breathing during the night because I have Myasthenia gravis...

...And on top of that, I'm also dealing with having:

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
Social Anxiety Disorder
Avoidant Personality Disorder
Generalized Anxiety Disorder
Depersonalization Disorder
Major Depressive Disorder
And insomnia, which is why it's 5:00 in the morning and I'm still awake...

Fun stuff...

[ShadowGT]

Depression & Anxiety (Woo go me!!)

Was always the kid that was alone & got teased at school but unlike most kids like that, that tend to have a major turn around as they get older & end up becoming normal well adjusted people in society, i didnt.... I was teased all through high school & ended up leaving school early. This didnt work to well for me as it majorly screwed my chances of finding stable work. Even in the few jobs i have had i lost them pretty quick because i have god awful social skills and tend to keep to myself and not talk much at all while i worked.

The few friends i did have i have pretty much lost due to them not being able to handle my depression any longer (even people i knew that suffered from depression themselves had hit there limit & abandoned me).

Most of my days now consist of me sitting infront of my computer from as soon as i wake up till when i go to bed, the only social-ness i have is the few people i play online games with.

Lets not even get started on the self harm & suicidal thoughts........

I know this all sounds pretty god damned bleak but it's the truth, I wish it wasn't but it is.

[supershinjiasukashipper]

Depression & Anxiety (Woo go me!!)

Was always the kid that was alone & got teased at school but unlike most kids like that, that tend to have a major turn around as they get older & end up becoming normal well adjusted people in society, i didnt.... I was teased all through high school & ended up leaving school early. This didnt work to well for me as it majorly screwed my chances of finding stable work. Even in the few jobs i have had i lost them pretty quick because i have god awful social skills and tend to keep to myself and not talk much at all while i worked.

The few friends i did have i have pretty much lost due to them not being able to handle my depression any longer (even people i knew that suffered from depression themselves had hit there limit & abandoned me).

Most of my days now consist of me sitting infront of my computer from as soon as i wake up till when i go to bed, the only social-ness i have is the few people i play online games with.

Lets not even get started on the self harm & suicidal thoughts........

I know this all sounds pretty god damned bleak but it's the truth, I wish it wasn't but it is.

I feel for you, my life was like that and I could have made those same choices. I really feel sorry for you. Consider me a friend okay, you need it.

[ShadowGT]

Thanks mate. That means a lot to me. :)

[supershinjiasukashipper]

Thanks mate. That means a lot to me. :)

No problem, as I said if I had made the same choices I would be in your position. I did make better choices, but it is because I had a few good people to help me. It seems you didn't have that man, so I guess the least I can do is give you moral support.

Update:
Insomnia relapse, probably due to the stress of impending finals. Im posting this at 3:22 AM eastern time. I need halp.

[ShadowGT]

No problem, as I said if I had made the same choices I would be in your position. I did make better choices, but it is because I had a few good people to help me. It seems you didn't have that man, so I guess the least I can do is give you moral support.

Update:
Insomnia relapse, probably due to the stress of impending finals. Im posting this at 3:22 AM eastern time. I need halp.

Heh I wish i had friends like yours to help me in my times of need. I guess i have my Girlfriend for support but she isnt exactly mentally stable herself either, Hell we barely have anything in common i guess one of the main reasons i stay with her is because i don't want to be alone. I'm sorry when i'm feeling depressed i tend to ramble on like this revealing shit about my life that i really shouldn't. I guess im like a real life Shinji HAHAHA

That whole "Hedgehogs Dilemma" thing he faces seems to ring close to home with me >_>

[FreakyFilmFan4ever]

Insomnia relapse, probably due to the stress of impending finals. Im posting this at 3:22 AM eastern time. I need halp.

I don't suffer from insomnia, but have you ever tried boring yourself to sleep? I have a collection of old black and white movies that seem to work for me. A good sleeper film is The Violent Years, written by Ed Wood and directed by William Morgan. It's poorly lit, full of bad actors reciting horrible lines, and has put me to sleep even when I'm full of caffeine.

[supershinjiasukashipper]

Heh I wish i had friends like yours to help me in my times of need. I guess i have my Girlfriend for support but she isnt exactly mentally stable herself either, Hell we barely have anything in common i guess one of the main reasons i stay with her is because i don't want to be alone. I'm sorry when i'm feeling depressed i tend to ramble on like this revealing shit about my life that i really shouldn't. I guess im like a real life Shinji HAHAHA

That whole "Hedgehogs Dilemma" thing he faces seems to ring close to home with me >_>

So she is like your Rei, eh? Well, give it some thought, what are her redeeming qualities? There is usually some other reason that keeps a couple together other than being afraid of loneliness.

@FF4E:
I wish that could work for me, but the light from the computer usually keeps me awake. I used to listen to classical music, but now the sound keeps me awake too. I'm just going to have to resort to herbal medicine, and if that doesn't work, industrial medicine.

[InstrumentalityOne]

Insomnia, stiff shoulders and no fap drive.

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no fap drive.

NO FAP DRIVE!?

This is quite serious. Please see a doctor ASAP.