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Point of view? There were three. Where "I" ended, and where "they" began was just as hazy as who "they" were. Therefore, this will be third person, because "I" think that "I" may be all three of "us."
Shinji was scared the most, clearly, as Rei had seemed oddly expectant and unsurprised, and Kaworu's smile remained. Kaworu knew this would've happened, and Rei had speculated that she may have been called into Eva. But Shinji had learned too much.
"Adam? Lilith? Populating planets? I don't understand! It's too much information! I...I just want Kaworu-kun...Ayanami-san..."
"We're here for you, Shinji."
Did Kaworu say that? Rei? Both? It didn't really matter.
"We're still Nagisa Kaworu. We're still Ayanami Rei. Our bonds with you make that clear. We'll cast one aside to be the other."
"I don't need to be Lilith."
"I...don't want to be Adam."
"But...but it's hard to tell everyone apart. I can feel what Kaworu-kun and Ayanami-san are thinking....I feel like I'm stretching out and being eaten up. Where do I end, and where do you guys begin?"
Rei and Kaworu weren't ignorant to this. They had already been very alike, and so they had started coming apart at a faster rate. But they seemed to be separate enough to know who was who. Kaworu and Rei did have the same idea to answer Shinji, but were happy to know they had different reasonings to lead to that answer.
"The bonds between people is what makes them people. Without them, you don't exist. Even in this state, you are still Ikari Shinji, and I am Ayanami Rei."
Kaworu took Shinji's hand into his, and interlaced the fingers. Rei repeated the gesture with both of them. "It's true that, as of now, we are one. But that doesn't mean we've lost ourselves. Our hands are one, right? They won't be pried apart, and they overlap into a continuous whole...and yet you can tell who's fingers are who's. We know where the line is. It is not impossible for people to share the same heart and soul, and keep different identities and minds. That isn't losing yourself, that is merely filling each other."
"...but...what do we do now?"
That was a problem. Kaworu continued, "Because of my body merging with Eva's, it has entered a sort of pupal state. If I complete the merger with it, I will truly revive as Adam."
"...What will happen to you?"
"I'll still be me. I'll be Adam, but I'm sure I will be myself. But Adam cannot coexist with the Lilin. My bonds will be broken."
Rei considered this.
"Our presence is the only thing keeping that future from coming, isn't it? If Shinji and I leave, you will lose yourself."
"If Shinji and I leave, you will become like your other self."
"What will happen...if you two leave?"
Kaworu declared, "That's probably not possible. We were made of a different matter than you, so our hearts probably cannot fit ourselves to shape in the blood of Lilith."
"...what if we do it just one at a time? Like if I leave?"
"The two of us will...probably lose the wall that separates us."
"If just Kaworu-kun?"
"Then you and Rei will probably lose yourselves. The three of us are in a delicate balance that can't be shifted at all. Unfortunately, we cannot leave as a trio...Eva needs a soul; it's a vacuum effect."
"...I hate this."
A) Misato's grief.
B) A Mystery's Introspection.
Shinji was scared the most, clearly, as Rei had seemed oddly expectant and unsurprised, and Kaworu's smile remained. Kaworu knew this would've happened, and Rei had speculated that she may have been called into Eva. But Shinji had learned too much.
"Adam? Lilith? Populating planets? I don't understand! It's too much information! I...I just want Kaworu-kun...Ayanami-san..."
"We're here for you, Shinji."
Did Kaworu say that? Rei? Both? It didn't really matter.
"We're still Nagisa Kaworu. We're still Ayanami Rei. Our bonds with you make that clear. We'll cast one aside to be the other."
"I don't need to be Lilith."
"I...don't want to be Adam."
"But...but it's hard to tell everyone apart. I can feel what Kaworu-kun and Ayanami-san are thinking....I feel like I'm stretching out and being eaten up. Where do I end, and where do you guys begin?"
Rei and Kaworu weren't ignorant to this. They had already been very alike, and so they had started coming apart at a faster rate. But they seemed to be separate enough to know who was who. Kaworu and Rei did have the same idea to answer Shinji, but were happy to know they had different reasonings to lead to that answer.
"The bonds between people is what makes them people. Without them, you don't exist. Even in this state, you are still Ikari Shinji, and I am Ayanami Rei."
Kaworu took Shinji's hand into his, and interlaced the fingers. Rei repeated the gesture with both of them. "It's true that, as of now, we are one. But that doesn't mean we've lost ourselves. Our hands are one, right? They won't be pried apart, and they overlap into a continuous whole...and yet you can tell who's fingers are who's. We know where the line is. It is not impossible for people to share the same heart and soul, and keep different identities and minds. That isn't losing yourself, that is merely filling each other."
"...but...what do we do now?"
That was a problem. Kaworu continued, "Because of my body merging with Eva's, it has entered a sort of pupal state. If I complete the merger with it, I will truly revive as Adam."
"...What will happen to you?"
"I'll still be me. I'll be Adam, but I'm sure I will be myself. But Adam cannot coexist with the Lilin. My bonds will be broken."
Rei considered this.
"Our presence is the only thing keeping that future from coming, isn't it? If Shinji and I leave, you will lose yourself."
"If Shinji and I leave, you will become like your other self."
"What will happen...if you two leave?"
Kaworu declared, "That's probably not possible. We were made of a different matter than you, so our hearts probably cannot fit ourselves to shape in the blood of Lilith."
"...what if we do it just one at a time? Like if I leave?"
"The two of us will...probably lose the wall that separates us."
"If just Kaworu-kun?"
"Then you and Rei will probably lose yourselves. The three of us are in a delicate balance that can't be shifted at all. Unfortunately, we cannot leave as a trio...Eva needs a soul; it's a vacuum effect."
"...I hate this."
A) Misato's grief.
B) A Mystery's Introspection.
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GHUH! Sorry it's taken forever to update. It's been a fucking hellishly busy month, and I've barely had time to even look at the forum. Let's get this thing updated, shall we?
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"...and so that's the situation we're in, which is why you and the Eva are being transported early."
"Right..."
Why is he telling me all this again? I already heard it. Of course the other pilots did something stupid and got themselves killed or whatever...
"Asuka, are you paying attention?"
"Yes, Ka~ji! It's just we've gone over this already, sheesh. Why do I have to go to stupid Japan? Are three different pilots so useless that I need to be called in to clean up their mess?"
"Complain all you want, Asuka, that doesn't change anything. Anyway, you'll be staying with Major...Katsuragi Misato?"
Kaji made some creepy grin and chuckle, and...that made me feel jealous once I got the hint. "Aww! But I wanted to stay with you, Kaji-kun~!"
"I'll still visit, don't worry." Kaji winked at me in an attempt to cheer me up, "Besides, I've no place to take care of kids anyway. Work's going to keep me busy and mobile."
"...Right..." Of course I'm just a kid to him, still. Wasn't being an Eva Pilot good enough?
A) Arrive with no complications.
B) The ships are attacked by an Angel.
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"...and so that's the situation we're in, which is why you and the Eva are being transported early."
"Right..."
Why is he telling me all this again? I already heard it. Of course the other pilots did something stupid and got themselves killed or whatever...
"Asuka, are you paying attention?"
"Yes, Ka~ji! It's just we've gone over this already, sheesh. Why do I have to go to stupid Japan? Are three different pilots so useless that I need to be called in to clean up their mess?"
"Complain all you want, Asuka, that doesn't change anything. Anyway, you'll be staying with Major...Katsuragi Misato?"
Kaji made some creepy grin and chuckle, and...that made me feel jealous once I got the hint. "Aww! But I wanted to stay with you, Kaji-kun~!"
"I'll still visit, don't worry." Kaji winked at me in an attempt to cheer me up, "Besides, I've no place to take care of kids anyway. Work's going to keep me busy and mobile."
"...Right..." Of course I'm just a kid to him, still. Wasn't being an Eva Pilot good enough?
A) Arrive with no complications.
B) The ships are attacked by an Angel.
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I've seen Asuka beat an Angel by herself twice. I don't need to see it again.
I've seen Asuka beat an Angel by herself twice. I don't need to see it again.
"Crapsack worlds and anti heroes have their place. Sometimes, they are very necessary. But an endless diet of dreary cyberpunk and dark fantasy won't do us any more favors than an endless feast of glurge. I'd argue that the cynical nature of these really hurt our ability to hope and work for better. It gets us to accept the hopelessness and jaded outlook of things as 'That's the way it is. I can't change it,' and stops us from fighting when we NEED to fight."
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Ugh, FINALLY I get to this stupid country. I hate boats, why can't they go faster?
"Hey, Kaji-kuuun, where's this Major Katsuragi person? Wasn't she meant to pick me up?"
Kaji smiled, and said, "Misato-san's been...kind've down, I heard, so I was going to escort you to her place."
A few more minutes with Kaji-kun? You won't hear me complaining! Before I could properly celebrate and get my things, a strange brunette girl with red-framed glasses was suddenly up in my face, chewing. Ew.
"Um, excuse me, can you get the hell out of my fac-"
"Here."
The girl suddenly popped something in my mouth and I instinctively chewed. Is this-? I looked down, and recognized a bag of Cheetos, but she was...
"Why are you eating those with chopsticks?"
"Keeps the orange stuff off my fingers."
...Damn, that's genius.
"Do you...want something?"
"Nah, just came to greet my new neighbor. I live next-door to Misato, so I came to pick you up!"
Kaji nodded. "Well, that works out fine, then. I can go take care of a NERV errand. Thanks, Mrs...?"
"Mari Makinami, pleased to meet'cha."
This girl didn't use honorifics. Even I knew that was rude. How well did she know Misato-san? "...Asuka Langley Sohryu."
The girl shook my hand, and I felt someone tug on my skirt. A little girl, it was, probably related to Mari. "Do you have any bratwurst?"
"Uh-? What? No, why the hell would I have-"
She shouted, "I knew it! She's no German at all! She's a Swede!"
Mari suddenly got all serious, and dropped her snack. "...So...you goddamned Swedes thought you could follow us here, eh? Who tipped you off, the Belgians? Engarde!"
"Ow, ow, what the fuck are you doing?!" She was sticking her nasty ass chopsticks in my nose and I threw her off.
The girl wiped her mouth off and got in a battle stance. "So, it seems you've come prepared after all. You must've learned from our previous battle in the Appalachians, eh? Just like a true Irishman."
"I thought I was a Swede."
"Quiet, you! Maria, pin her!"
Suddenly, this little nine year old girl had me pinned to the ground. "Kajiiii~!" He already left? God fucking--!
A) Sweet-talk them.
B) Violence is key.
C) Bribery.
D) Get your ass rescued.
E) Surrender.
"Hey, Kaji-kuuun, where's this Major Katsuragi person? Wasn't she meant to pick me up?"
Kaji smiled, and said, "Misato-san's been...kind've down, I heard, so I was going to escort you to her place."
A few more minutes with Kaji-kun? You won't hear me complaining! Before I could properly celebrate and get my things, a strange brunette girl with red-framed glasses was suddenly up in my face, chewing. Ew.
"Um, excuse me, can you get the hell out of my fac-"
"Here."
The girl suddenly popped something in my mouth and I instinctively chewed. Is this-? I looked down, and recognized a bag of Cheetos, but she was...
"Why are you eating those with chopsticks?"
"Keeps the orange stuff off my fingers."
...Damn, that's genius.
"Do you...want something?"
"Nah, just came to greet my new neighbor. I live next-door to Misato, so I came to pick you up!"
Kaji nodded. "Well, that works out fine, then. I can go take care of a NERV errand. Thanks, Mrs...?"
"Mari Makinami, pleased to meet'cha."
This girl didn't use honorifics. Even I knew that was rude. How well did she know Misato-san? "...Asuka Langley Sohryu."
The girl shook my hand, and I felt someone tug on my skirt. A little girl, it was, probably related to Mari. "Do you have any bratwurst?"
"Uh-? What? No, why the hell would I have-"
She shouted, "I knew it! She's no German at all! She's a Swede!"
Mari suddenly got all serious, and dropped her snack. "...So...you goddamned Swedes thought you could follow us here, eh? Who tipped you off, the Belgians? Engarde!"
"Ow, ow, what the fuck are you doing?!" She was sticking her nasty ass chopsticks in my nose and I threw her off.
The girl wiped her mouth off and got in a battle stance. "So, it seems you've come prepared after all. You must've learned from our previous battle in the Appalachians, eh? Just like a true Irishman."
"I thought I was a Swede."
"Quiet, you! Maria, pin her!"
Suddenly, this little nine year old girl had me pinned to the ground. "Kajiiii~!" He already left? God fucking--!
A) Sweet-talk them.
B) Violence is key.
C) Bribery.
D) Get your ass rescued.
E) Surrender.
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I wanna see Mari vs Asuka!
I wanna see Mari vs Asuka!
"Crapsack worlds and anti heroes have their place. Sometimes, they are very necessary. But an endless diet of dreary cyberpunk and dark fantasy won't do us any more favors than an endless feast of glurge. I'd argue that the cynical nature of these really hurt our ability to hope and work for better. It gets us to accept the hopelessness and jaded outlook of things as 'That's the way it is. I can't change it,' and stops us from fighting when we NEED to fight."
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This crazy-ass bitch was about to do me in...
I heard something whizzing through the air, and that Mari girl was decked down to the ground by some bloody impacts. Someone shot her a few times, and the little girl was shot off my back. Not wasting my time, I got up off the ground and ran towards where the bullets must've been coming from, and I was grabbed by a couple suits.
"What's going on?!"
"Second Child Asuka Langley Sohryu, we are NERV Protective Services."
"Oh, my bodyguards? Um...thanks, but did you really have to-?"
The two Makinami girls got off the ground, and I heard little dinks as squished bullets fell to the ground. Their clothes were bloody and tattered, but the girls looked fine.
"Holy SHIT! What the hell is wrong with them?!" I screamed, but I went unanswered.
Mari readjusted her amazingly unbroken glasses, and had a look to kill. "Why you stupid--"
"Onee-chan?"
"What is it, Maria? I'm busy."
"I don't think she's a Swede."
"What? Why?"
"She has red hair, right? Swedes are blonde."
"...Oh." The girl suddenly cheered right up and bonked herself on the head, winking at me and sticking her tongue out. "Sorry about that. Just a misunderstanding. Welp, welcome to the neighborhood, Asuka-chan! See ya!" She and Maria left.
"Wait, what the-DON'T LET THEM GET AWAY!"
These stupid agent guys just kind of waved to them as they left.
"Bye girls!"
"Be safe now!"
"Don't talk to strangers, Maria-chan!"
"...God fucking dammit. Screw it, I've got a map."
I started walking to Misato's place, but turned around. "Oh, and I'll send for my things! Make yourselves useful and make sure my shit gets there!"
They gave an affirmative, and I...
A) Really needed to blow off some fucking steam. Get me some ice cream!
B) Really needed to blow off some fucking steam. Take out my frustration!
C) Am SO mad at Kaji right now. How could he do that to me!
D) ....Freak the fuck out as an Angel shows up at the worst possible time!
E) ....Decide to return the spotlight to Misato.
I heard something whizzing through the air, and that Mari girl was decked down to the ground by some bloody impacts. Someone shot her a few times, and the little girl was shot off my back. Not wasting my time, I got up off the ground and ran towards where the bullets must've been coming from, and I was grabbed by a couple suits.
"What's going on?!"
"Second Child Asuka Langley Sohryu, we are NERV Protective Services."
"Oh, my bodyguards? Um...thanks, but did you really have to-?"
The two Makinami girls got off the ground, and I heard little dinks as squished bullets fell to the ground. Their clothes were bloody and tattered, but the girls looked fine.
"Holy SHIT! What the hell is wrong with them?!" I screamed, but I went unanswered.
Mari readjusted her amazingly unbroken glasses, and had a look to kill. "Why you stupid--"
"Onee-chan?"
"What is it, Maria? I'm busy."
"I don't think she's a Swede."
"What? Why?"
"She has red hair, right? Swedes are blonde."
"...Oh." The girl suddenly cheered right up and bonked herself on the head, winking at me and sticking her tongue out. "Sorry about that. Just a misunderstanding. Welp, welcome to the neighborhood, Asuka-chan! See ya!" She and Maria left.
"Wait, what the-DON'T LET THEM GET AWAY!"
These stupid agent guys just kind of waved to them as they left.
"Bye girls!"
"Be safe now!"
"Don't talk to strangers, Maria-chan!"
"...God fucking dammit. Screw it, I've got a map."
I started walking to Misato's place, but turned around. "Oh, and I'll send for my things! Make yourselves useful and make sure my shit gets there!"
They gave an affirmative, and I...
A) Really needed to blow off some fucking steam. Get me some ice cream!
B) Really needed to blow off some fucking steam. Take out my frustration!
C) Am SO mad at Kaji right now. How could he do that to me!
D) ....Freak the fuck out as an Angel shows up at the worst possible time!
E) ....Decide to return the spotlight to Misato.
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