Because Sachi deserves a thread too.

[Sachi]

Well, I haven't been online at all lately because I've been in the Bay Area without internet. And this sort of thing couldn't have happened at a worse time, for I have fallen into a deep depression/broken heart (AKA: I'm a teen), and the internet would have really helped. Even being online right now is only temporary, after this weekend it's at least another week without connection. So my life since the 7th of June (Day 2 of this mood) I've been laying in bed, day after day, playing video games (I started and finished GTA IV in just a few days; as well was Kingdom Hearts, KH Re: Chain of Memories and KH II).

Anyways, the reason is that I'm all blah blah like this is because my overreactive, over jealous, controlling, drama queen yet the love of my life gf gets mad at me for the smallest of things and has finally decided to "leave me alone forever", and of course to lose something so precious to me over something like eating dinner for too long on my birthday with my grandpa who was visiting from Japan and not texting her is painful. No that wasn't the reason she left me, but that marked the beginning of the sudden end. I could write an entire book about what's happened, so if you catch me on the IRC you can ask me about it.

So yeah, I've been pretty much alone, depressed and bored out of my mind for the last 2 weeks. But while shuffling through my iTunes to cheer myself up a bit, Komm Susser Todd came on and I had an epiphany; In order to get over this depression I just have to re-immerse myself in anime fandom (particularly Eva Fandom here on EvaGeeks). Yes, not the healthiest way to get over a broken heart, but dammit, it works (I also plan on rebounding the hardest I can, drinking, smoking and driving late at night. xP) And yes, Komm Susser Todd, the happy song about suicide, cheered me up.

So, fuckers, you guys are going to help me get better and keep me away from knives, rope, cyanide, etc.., and whether you like it or not. Anybody have any better advice on how I can get better? And no, don't tell me there's more fishies in the sea, and don't tell me she treated me wrong and I'm better off without her.

(tl;dr: 16 year old teen, depressed as fuck, needs help, turns to Eva and its fans to try to get better)

[BattleMonkey]

Porn is your friend.

[Sachi]

Porn is your friend.

It's pretty hard to get hard without thinking of her, especially after the kind of fun we've had together.

[Zaque]

I must say, Komm, Süsser Tod is an amazing song.

But yeah, go get some fresh air, ponder the situation until the negative feelings are subdued/replaced by more neutral ones, perhaps even positive ones. If you must cry, then cry, if you're there thinking too long, then take a nap, letting your mind sort things out as you sleep. Essentially, come to terms with what has happened and then keep it from negatively affecting your current situation. Point being, if you don't want to be heartbroken for too long, you'll just have to overcome it quicker, and that's something where although we can help, it'll ultimately be up to you to pull through. I wish you the best.

[Sachi]

Crying has been nigh impossible for me ever since I was 8, and that was when I walked too close to a swing set and got a huge chunk of my neck ripped out by some foot. And even then I didn't cry until I got tissue stuck in it. And my sleeping schedule has been screwed severely up the ass, which always happens when I'm on vacation. But this time is a bit better, but I can only fall asleep between 11:30pm and 2:00am if I try.

Also, I forgot to mention. I've ill, even though I've been eating healthy and exercising regularly, so I blame my depression.

[GoatMan]

Indulge yourself in a time-consuming hobby offline for a while, like building model car kits, or skateboarding (always fun, especially if you're like me, and do it in a suit).

And don't think of suicide. I can only imagine what kind of weird fun you've had with the romantic unit, but an individual must stand alone first before considering a relationship. Even if she tears your heart out, you have to be capable of hanging in there.

By the way, if you consider French-kissing a shotgun, don't say I didn't warn you. I've heard a story about an Air Force guy who did that once, blew his face all over the floor, and he was still alive when they scraped him up, and sewed him back together.

It wasn't entirely painless.

[Sachi]

Indulge yourself in a time-consuming hobby offline for a while, like building model car kits, or skateboarding (always fun, especially if you're like me, and do it in a suit).

I was actually thinking of writing again. Might join up in the RP thread again, if you don't mind me taking back my girl Katsuko.

And don't think of suicide. I can only imagine what kind of weird fun you've had with the romantic unit, but an individual must stand alone first before considering a relationship. Even if she tears your heart out, you have to be capable of hanging in there.

I know. I'm just an emotional wreck right now, sometimes I'm too depressed to do anything, the next minute I'm feeling confident and strong enough to get out and conquer the world. I'm too weak to get away with suicide anyways, and too smart for it.

[Zaque]

Meh, it's not like you have to follow what i've written exactly. :P If anything, it's the thought process of eliminating the negative thoughts that is important. The method of course varies from person to person. Also, if your emotions are out of whack, maybe try some form of meditation.

[Kinji]

I'm pretty much in the same situation you are in. Be happy that you were in a relationship, I'm too much of a loser to ever have one. Just remember that you're the one responsible for your depression and you're the only one who can fix it. It might take awhile, but you'll be able to change and be happy again. When will that day come? It's all up to you.

[Mr. Tines]

Girlfriend troubles? You kids should think yourselves lucky to have the chance to have girlfriends to have troubles with at your age.

[Orphan Of Darkness]

my overreactive, over jealous, controlling, drama queen yet the love of my life

Sounds like you need to get a new life.

Look on the bright side, because you are a "teen" you probably have no real idea yet what is still in store for you regarding happiness and pain.

Going by instinct, this appears low on my defcon scale. Don't worry, you will survive.

[Eva Yojimbo]

I've been there man (I'm sure most have a time or two) and it certainly isn't fun. It might be tough to here but, the truth of the matter is, there's no magical cure except TIME - and lots of it (or what SEEMS like lots of it as time tends to drag endlessly in these situations). The best you can do in the meantime is find something to fill that time with that you can enjoy; internet, video games, music, movies, TV, anime, porn, etc. - it doesn't really matter.

[BEsERk EVA01]

Porn is your friend.

I really hate to say this man, but

QFT.


In the meantime, try to get excited over something, even porn! For example, my friend right now is basically counting down every second, minute and hour from Halo 3 :ODST's release! Alas, he is overreacting too much over a video game!

Sleep seems to have a good effect on me, unfortunately, I dread the morning after where I leave my comfortable dreams and face reality. >.<

[GoatMan]

Indulge yourself in a time-consuming hobby offline for a while, like building model car kits, or skateboarding (always fun, especially if you're like me, and do it in a suit).

I was actually thinking of writing again. Might join up in the RP thread again, if you don't mind me taking back my girl Katsuko.

And don't think of suicide. I can only imagine what kind of weird fun you've had with the romantic unit, but an individual must stand alone first before considering a relationship. Even if she tears your heart out, you have to be capable of hanging in there.

I know. I'm just an emotional wreck right now, sometimes I'm too depressed to do anything, the next minute I'm feeling confident and strong enough to get out and conquer the world. I'm too weak to get away with suicide anyways, and too smart for it.

Then indulge yourself in an exercise regimen. I challenge you to meet my standards:

-2 mile run in 14 minutes or less
-60 push-ups in one minute
-100 sit-ups in two minutes

If you're looking at getting back to the RP, let me know, as I do prefer someone else playing Katsuko. Me playing both characters is like someone playing a romantic relationship as both Asuka and Shinji... doesn't quite work.

[Baz]

-2 mile run in 14 minutes or less
-60 push-ups in one minute
-100 sit-ups in two minutes

That's a bit much, I think, but it gets across the point that once you push yourself to actually do it, exercise does not take much time out of your day.

It's a great idea to just dedicate a half-hour of each day to hard exercise. Do it the same time each day. Do it before eating, not after. It will do wonders to your sleep, and after your sleeping patterns are fixed, you will have a much better chance of setting a daily schedule when you need to.

[Sailor Star Dust]

drinking, smoking and driving late at night.

For one thing, all three of these will make your depression worse, if nothing else.

I can't think of anything else to say right now other then you have my condolences, and that we're here for you.

[CorporalChaos]

Hey, Sachi:

YOU...BETTER...

[Sachi]

Well, I guess today I got some exercise. Did about 5 miles hiking roundtrip, mostly uphill in Yosemite. Although it was probably a bad idea to do it with an empty stomach, and while sick. For some reason I got very motion sick on the drive up there. While it didn't really help me get my mind off her, it didn't depress me either, and I got to check out a bunch of chicks in short shorts and tank tops. ;D So other than the puking and the nausea today was a pretty successful day in my little "road to recovery".

[BrikHaus]

Go have some casual sex, that should cheer you up. Just remember to wrap it up.

[Rock-Slash]

Go to a Strip Club and stop playing KH! doing exercise is good too, with some time you'll get over it